My story ,My world

:)

2012-01-20T22:39:00.002+08:00

thanks for bella: even though i dunno u but ur tag make me smile too ... thanks ...
yeah she is agree smile and the world is yours ...
how long is it that u really smile??? in 1 day ago? 1 mth ago? 1 year? or only when u r a baby?

when we getting older and older the smile on our face fade slower too .... so does urs faded le ma???
can the smile always lay on ur face being one of ur favourite expression?

u can have the greatest thing on earth but actually u just need a smile from every1 in the world that u face, no matter is it ur family, friends colleagues classmates schoolmates or even a stranger... just a smile make everything worth to strive for ....

so is ur smile :) expression on ur face yet? if havent pls do it asap ... dun let it disappear due to ur age ...

:)

2011-12-28T20:03:00.001+08:00

I am sorry :( i keep wanted to go tampines walk a while alone ... At the end argue with my bibi ... He is still angry with me cause i am tired and sleepy yet i dun wan go home rest and after that go out for my appointment with dental ...

I am really sry :(

Words means a lot

2011-12-26T17:44:00.001+08:00

Reading low kay hwa storybook .. It wrote this ... Love is a rubber band it can either be stretched to its limit so that it can hold the most number of things or it can b stretched till its break ...

Did i break the rubber band of ours ???? Got a mixed feelings ...

To me this relationship will last .. But to u it seems like nothing really matters anymore ... U dun care what i say u dun bother to ask what i thinking ... U dunno how bad is the feeling is ... Is it i the only wan who still wan this relationship ??? Is ur heart really still with me ???
Some words u say u mind nothing but when u say those words u r hurting some1 ... No matters u wan to say or not

Ps: i dunno whether u will c this, but even if u dun is ok ...

2011-12-21T20:13:00.001+08:00

As long as i am with u and i am xin fu i dun care what other comments ppl going to give me !!!

Hack care really ... But if the only thing i wan from u u cant give me ... I really damn disappointed

2011-12-14T08:06:00.001+08:00

Everytime i waiting for vibration from u yet there isnt .. But when i am busy u keep vibrating!! Now due to u i never notice my sms and he not happy !!!

Damn u la ... Really seriously if u r not a expensive phone i wont want u le ...

I know that feeling of ppl never reply ur sms ... I know that ... But i really got take note of it .. I did not c there is notification cum it is on my body somemore ... If there is vibration i wl wake up le ... But there isnt :(

2011-12-03T00:03:00.001+08:00

When time goes by, u will c the changes

I say it before i will never do changes to any guy i love ... But now i need to change that sentence le..

Love is not for u to say but for u to do .. If u can keep ur promises and do it then that is what love means abt no matter is it family friends or couples ...

Keeping promises to me is important .. Just value all promises i make to all my loved ones specially my bf
B the kind ppl can trust on than b the kind ppl treat u like nth ...

U can b some1 in other ppl's mind but does every1 wants to b the bad one ?

2011-12-02T22:58:00.002+08:00

another day of busy ...
my grandma admitted to hospital ... this is the first time i realise her presence is so important ... i am so worried and scare knowing she is seriously ill ... thanks to bibi, he let me know actually it is not that scary at all ...

Actually i am very worry .. The feeling is a mixture ...i know my worry is useless what come by will go by ... But it really sad to c her injury to shivering to admitted to hospital ... Till the time when the nurse came out and following day hear that she is very serious ... Might go to ICU ... Until now can chat and disturb till can order her own food ... It is blessing thanks to my friends even my bf ...

Sry for making u guys trouble ... Whenever i freaked off my friends will see a lots side of me ... They will b like seeing the another person of me an inhuman me ...
Another person who dun care others and damn silent ... Who is totally different character of course ...

Sry

P.S thanks for being by my side when i needed u ... Only when u r around i find myself safe ...

2011-11-21T21:51:00.004+08:00

as per normal went to sch ... but the only thing is different is i dun have the mood ..
affected by sth specially when i really really trust and believe that the person wont break my heart ...
dun think too much it isn't my bf ... but friends who with me ...

some words are not meant to b say out but when u say out pls know the consequences ...

it make no harm by me to just say abt u guys ... i wont have any loss ... but did i ?? I am just like u guys ... i will do wrong things make wrong mistake does not mean i wont get scolded ...

when i do mistakes i dun might getting scolded by u if u spot it ... and i will apologise when i do it wrong ... i confirm with u! dun worry i am just a part timer ... wont go to CS HOD ...

ps: it is not a warning ... just to tell u what i thinks after reading all comments and same thing like the previous one, i will eat all comments ... thanks !

2011-11-20T18:09:00.001+08:00

Having dinner now :) the whole morning i am settling those shit !! Issue wrong give wrong wrong data entry mailing calling ... All kinds of rubbish ... Only finish those things right before my dinner starts ... It makes me starting to think y do i have to do those things as a part timer ?? It is so so tiring

2011-11-19T18:43:00.001+08:00

out with my sisters to marine to watch movie ... After that went to bookfest but realise really nth to do and buy go we all start to getting restless ... After that we went to kbox .. The service person really make us pissed off ...
They told us that we come back at 5pm we will have the room .. So we went to the restroom ... We reach at 5 sharp and they call us to wait !!! Wth at the end we wait for 10mins they du wan to return the time back ... Damn pissed off
They r the one who call us come back and we came back on time still call us to wait ...

This tells u that dun promise ur customers if u cant do it on time ... Or else u can only pissed ur customer away from u

Bibi caspar

2011-11-19T01:15:00.001+08:00

Today went out with bibi ... I thought of meeting him at 12 after he ends his sch .., but suddenly ms tan (costing) teacher tell us lesson cancel ... So i 10am finish sch .. He told me that he will b going his friend hse to do presentation

In front say ok :) but in my heart feel so sad loh ... Then 2 plus we met :) went to his hse, honey (his dog) ran towards me !!! After bibi hold the dog ... My legs appear with 2 big and long scratches ...
Bibi starts to get worry and get angry with honey ... I started to feel wow it is really relationship lol ... He really dote and love me alot :) he even do sweet things to me :)

Really love him so so much ... Damn sweet :) i wont wan to let him go of course ...

Ps. Bibi if only u dun wan me, or else pls hold my hands closely and tightly :)
Muacks love u darling

2011-11-17T09:05:00.001+08:00

In sch now super duper hungry ... Bi and mf keep saying food ... Then ms tan keep saying chicken damn damn hungry le la

2011-11-11T00:38:00.001+08:00

Y cant i control myself in falling into **** it is like so easy ???
I really thinks her blessing is important .., she hope she agrees ... I need her support :(

Love myself more

2011-11-06T22:35:00.001+08:00

Got to love myself more ... Shall not think of things still stress and upset me :(

When it approach and arrives all i need to do is just reject ....

Smile makes everything worth while and laughter make everything special ...

2011-11-06T00:04:00.001+08:00

When u r not in a gd mood pls dun talk to anyone it will inly make ur mood to the worst !!!
That is what i think :)

Disgrace

2011-11-05T13:02:00.001+08:00

Pls dun disgrace urself by saying words that a high education person wont say ... It is disgrace ... Saying ppl behind ...

2011-11-05T07:28:00.001+08:00

Wtf u r slut??? Lol
U make me really curious who the fuck u r !!! I dun understand if u wan to say me !! Pls say me directly!!! I am a slut ???
U make me piss off !! I never say anything bad abt u ... I never comment and say anything ... U wan c ppl tweet go ahead but u make me pissed off now ...u wan comment pls b more daring .... Say it in front of me ! Thanks

2011-11-03T09:41:00.001+08:00

In class another day .. Later after sch going to changi airport to study :)

Sleepy in class

Colourful me hahahhs

Promises

2011-11-02T18:05:00.001+08:00

Make a promise ... :)

Sch work is already a trouble now ... Shall not get myself into more troubles :)

Is a promise to all i love one "wink"

is all locked ! thanks

2011-10-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

unfollow means??? i hate the feeling of being unfollow ... is like ... i dunno the feeling just so suxs ...

cant relationships ended up to friendship ...
maybe next u going to delete me in fb right?
or just dun come work even better right???
i am just so lousy at relationship ... really lousy ..
not even relationship i think friendship too
when i need some1 who is really there ??? i knew who ... is just myself myself and myself right?
i locked my relationship to myself only ... shall i now lock my friendship to myself too??
cause nobody really cares ... it is like ppl c c but wont approach me to encourage ...
pls u dun come unlock it le then walk away !!! it is painful to me

sometimes i really need those encouragement at least i know i am not alone ... but does any1 cares ???
even i sick i doubt nobody knows ...
my laughter and smiles are locked for now ....
i dunno how to laugh in front of ppl who dun care abt me at all ...
i wont say i will die ... cause i knew i dun dare to do that ...

我的勇敢是假的，
我的微笑是为了不要别人担心
我的眼泪是流在心里
不是故意，让自己不想自己的

2011-10-27T18:34:00.001+08:00

Making fun in the salon while wendy cutting her hair

Finally i say it out

2011-10-27T18:24:00.001+08:00

Ytd say out what i wanted to say .. So shiok but in the end u still dun wish to accept .., i knew i broken ur heart before did not except u to accept yet still bet with a slightly chance

Overall i still lose le ... I did cry ytd my eyes are swollen now ... But if we two r not attached will make u happy i think its okay then ... It makes no differences

Just that my heart did open for u and lock u in it yet i still cant find the key to unlock u ... A bit now ... Specially when i am sick cant go sch the only thing i can do is to think of u ...

2011-10-25T21:37:00.000+08:00

vomit and vomit isn't that fun !!
totally unwell ... am i play my life?

2011-10-16T22:54:00.002+08:00

sometimes i really think back ... actually my parents start damn sweet ... hahahahas ... they are always like young couples ... hahahaahs ...

they always go out together ... hehehee .. damn sweet ..

not talking abt them today ... cause they are not the main focus ...
this few days studying and working ...
starts to feel the tiredness le ... hmmm i am really starting to get old right ??? hahahahs some things must still admit hahahahs ...
slack for a day le ..
shall go slp soon :)
nites babes and hunks

2011-09-06T19:06:00.002+08:00

my dad no matters how heartless he said ... he still love my second brother hahahas ...

randomly my brother told me he suddenly feel so sad ... then i realise i am not the one feel that way ...
after that situation i now then realise how much my parents love us ... when my brother say that my tears start to roll down my cheeks ... i really really need a shoulder need some1 to cheer me up :'(

tears rolling down

2011-09-06T19:01:00.002+08:00

so so so long never on blog le hahahss

this few days got so sad angry and disappointed ...
i dunno what wrong with u ... but u making my family so pissed off by u !

y did u do that? ppl family got broken r u so happy?? my exam got flung thanks to u ... i cant remember anything my whole mind is only my brother and u this !@!@!@!@ ...

u wanted me and my family angry ... i purposely wont !! no matters what my family angry i wont get angry !!!

i just starting to realise i dunno anything abt my family ... I never did anything for them :'(

just an useless daughter, useless sister!! thanks for letting me know this ...

@!@!@!@!@!@!@!@!@!

for all bad words are replaced by @!@!@!

formspring.me

2011-08-21T18:46:00.001+08:00

hmmm what do u wan to know abt me?? http://formspring.me/weilingmiko

2011-08-10T00:20:00.001+08:00

u have never b a passby-er now never and it never will

2011-08-02T22:41:00.002+08:00

i wont come out the idea without thinking loh !!! if i did not think i will not decide it slower ... everything tell me wait wait wait ... wait till die also can not wait cause u dun even bother to buy !!! have u think abt the internet bill ???

u think i am happy to lose my hp ar ??? i so hate myself but i trying to feel better time to time ... it is like a big hard rock drop down u think i am happy with it ???
i use it some purpose
if the internet bill keep rolling ... the expenses wont get less than the phone that i decide loh !
need more cash to settle my worries ...

if u r not supporting me then i will find my way ...

2011-07-31T18:08:00.002+08:00

lots of things happening in a week
firstly break up with him i am totally single but dun ask me the reason ... dun wish to say and bother ...

secondly i lost my memories :( it is my iphone i have lost it :( someone had stolen it feel damn sad

within a week everything i think changes ... at first i think i am the most fortune one got ppl loves me got a gd family and have a couple of gd sisters everything goes so perfect ... but now i realise god will give u some gd things and will also take it back

but really love my friends they are always there around me ... maybe i never notice but they knew i need help and just follow me...

i was running around the sch and they just follow me !!! so sweet thanks ♥

2011-07-15T00:16:00.002+08:00

in life there is all kinds of special situations and a lot of it is argue and fight ...

have u ever thought that y u argue or fight?

actually we argue and fight because we care for each other too much .... hope that i am not wrong...
since it is the end of it so we shall treat each other better no matter is as friends or what kind of relationship but if u make it to so hardcore .. then just b it ...

now i dun have anything regarded to u ... if u say we shall b friends then y u r posting those words to hurt me ???
maybe we have never really think abt it ... love is really blind ... a few mths ago we were so fine and 3 mths ago i am waiting for u to come out ... but now after 3 mths ... we had break up ...

treating ur friends ideas as ur ideas and what u wan to say ... i dun care and mind ... but the words u say really like u took my heart and throw into the sea ... from ur mouth, it is just torture...

i will b fine !! really fine , fine until u regret ... i will let u regret no matters what ... that is how i am going to do ...

2011-07-13T18:58:00.001+08:00

my brother told me to give him time ... but how long can i wait ?? 1 day 2 days or 1 week?? so wish he tell me asap the faster he tell me the lesser pain i will have ..

2011-07-12T17:18:00.002+08:00

once i reach home my heart started to tear into pieces and it is really damn pain ... pain till i can not take it ... feel like dying ...

2011-07-09T17:34:00.002+08:00

during this 1 week of break i have think a lot and learn a lot .. realize without u i will b still fine ...

smile is what i always did and till now i never fail to do that ... so hope u can wake up i wan have my dinner soon le :X

BYES

2011-06-23T23:59:00.003+08:00

every1 is quiting .... it starts to get boring working in Popular ....
when u get the control sth , u will wan more ..
I started to think shall i quit ... yet i need that salary to pay my insurance, to have my enjoyment and etc ....

so hope i can find a job outside regarding accounting while i having my sch work in ITE .... so hope it is not attachment ... sch attachment salary suxs ahahahha ...

wish the project faster ends, the holiday get slower and hope the time stops and let me enjoy the holiday ...
ppl enjoying holiday I am working .. when i wanted to enjoy the holiday has gone to a fullstop ....

2011-06-23T23:55:00.003+08:00

have u wonder what makes u so special?
a question from my friend who asked me in formspring ....
and this is what i ans: all my friends, family members make me so special ....

so now i ask u blog viewers what makes u so special?

nth will b perfect even though every1 wish it is .... so what makes it really that great to b perfect ... i am not a perfect person i guess ... like any1 else i got my anger, my patience and etc ... so what makes a special one of me ???

2011-05-09T21:47:00.002+08:00

got to block myself today to go fb ... while i go there i will start viewing ur profile and it makes me feel upset :'(

just now accidentally vent my anger to one of my colleague ... the person confirm still angry i am not in purpose ... i just can't control my anger today ...
morning i have try and try I did not vent it ...
but now i am doing it but to someone who is innocent i know i have do wrong now

tat is the rest y i prefer keep it to myself rather than vent it out ... other else some1 will get hurt :(

2011-04-07T21:46:00.002+08:00

back to work ... doing crazy stuffs ... this few days realise i doing thing s alone dun wish to bother ppl if possible ... hmmm shall i get more help from the guys instead??

tired is what i used to say and i do feel tired sometimes ...
feeling tired in the way my friends treat me
feeling tired by putting emotions to myself
feeling tired when some guy friend treat me too gd
feeling tired when u ignore me !

lots of stupid reasons

2011-03-23T01:43:00.002+08:00

feel so sleepy ... but unable to fall asleep .... I now then realise my house got 4 lappys ... lol ... right now i using is the extra one hahaha

hmmm ....
Monday i was off and went to pass some cash to my bf .. he that sotong forget to bring money in ... so went all the way with my brother to pass him $$ .... hmmm if u know me well i am actually a road idiot ... so i totally got lost ... luckily i bring my brother go with me hhehehee ... he got iphone and he is more thick face ... dare to ask ... and of course we are great friends and great siblings ... we make lots of jokes together :)
i am happy i am this two brothers :) really happy. ...

after that i went to ang mo kio ... my brother went off to meet his friends while i walk @ ang mo kio hub alone ... walk walk walk then suddenly remember my brother's friend, my mum and my bf birthday coming ... so I randomly ask my bf what he wants .... @ the end i inside bus then he reply me lol .... he ask me got other choices? then i reply what choices he wants ... @ the end he reply he wan me onli!!!! i reply him u got me le what hahahahah .. actually he reply damn romantic .. but i just " throw a bucket of cold water" hope u know what i mean ar !! hahahah ...
after that I reach home then start to feel sleepy .. keep dragging time to dental hehehehe ...
@ the end still got go la ...

after dental go home ... that is end

tue:
today at home whole day nth else ...

ok gtg byes .. candy dreams nites

2011-03-06T13:29:00.004+08:00

heheeheh sry ... it is so so damn long from the day I update my blog :P

the latest one is something happen (a bit private) so not going say here :)

ok fine got a bf .... treat me well ... but sometimes feel insecure ... hmmmm ...
he got lots of ppl I dunnno .... arh !! (dun wish to know too) hehehehe

after the jan holidays did not went to work .... damn poor this few days ... dun wish to go anywhere too ...
every sat will go meet my bf ... when nth to walk we will then go his house slack hehehehe ....

the pictures above are his dogs :)
cookie and girl girl ... girl girl dun really like photos .. so I got 1 onli :(

after chinese new yr my dad's random decision !! LING,WEN LIANG we shall have dinner outside together put urself free... dun go out dating ... hahahax

after chinese new yr it goes .... wow romantic to some ... which is valentine day

meet my bf for a movie ... but @ the end we watch another 1 that I dun really like ... but nvm ... tickets already buy le ...
saw the movie homecoming wif his friends ... a bit not romantic... but overall still ok :)

a gift from bel .... valentine day gift :) so sweet :)

MR frog wants to being romantic too ... ahhaaha

some etc things in sch ..

rain wants to b superman .. with the help of william hahahaha

currently ... putting my head to the books and notes ... trying to remember all the words for my exams .... final yr for yr 1 !!!

haiz ... wish me gd luck bah :)

miko signing out

2011-02-07T23:21:00.001+08:00

bi u will b alright rite???
pls :(
pls bless him :(

2011-01-13T20:23:00.003+08:00

wow ... it is a few days ago from the new yr ... and waiting for chinese new yr hahaah ...

keep falling sick this few days 2 ... right after new yr I fall sick ... then I recover my steady fall sick ... now it come back to me again ... damn sian...

Mon sch starts I have orientation due to my cca ... but damn fun ... OF rocks man ... they make me feel I am part of them ... thanks guys ... thanks for all ur cooperation ... :)
tue acutally dun feel very well le .. but still went to sch for orientation ... wed totally can not bear with it somemore got sch no more orientation !! at the end went to take MC ... the doctor damn freaking long ...
she took 15 to 20 mins to call another patient ... i wait for @ least 3hrs sia ... damn ill le still need to wait for so long ... @ the end I go in not even 3 mins ... wth loh ...

after that went home and take my nap after eating medicine ...
now feeling better tml will go back to sch :) miss my QF mates ... hehehehe

blah blah

2010-12-28T16:12:00.003+08:00

dun make me think that u r an idiot pls ...

just now saw my friend fb wall say some1 touch her a lot of times le .... damn angry wif that bloody hell who touch her ....
this kind of ppl sure sentence to death loh ....
so evil ..

可怕的人是恶魔

ytd working ... then my steady bring me home :)
thanks dear ... everytime even tired still fetch me home whenever u r not in camp and I wan working ....
dun feel like working ... feeling so tired... popular more and more let me feel tat it is nth ... wanted to skip work wanted to quit but everytime I can not bear leaving from my colleagues ... damn sian ..
ok gtg byes

2010-12-15T16:21:00.002+08:00

if everything is that gd then what for u thinking abt other things ...
if everything is perfect then y r u still searching?

if everything is not prefect and not gd what for u wan it ???

attached might b gd but arguments destroy everything ...
no matters u r happy or not it destroys ..
I dun understand y r u so angry? maybe I should not say that ... is it completely my fault?
I always have this in mind ...
r u still angry??
maybe I shall sms u first?
hmmm ... how can I solve this problem?
dear nobody is prefect but every1 wish to b a perfect person ... that is the most important ...

if u can tell me the problem or ask me questions that u won't wish to ask ... maybe we will not argue isn't it?
maybe I am not mature ... or maybe the way I do things is difficult but if because of that we got to argue??? because of that matter we should just shut up and not telling each other abt the problems face ???

ps : I am still disappointed .

CAN I JUST BE TEAR TO PIECES ?

2010-12-07T17:55:00.002+08:00

i realise it isn't gd @ all ...
afterall every1 is still busy and when they r free every1 started to meet at the same day but different grp ...
ALL R IMPORTANT TO ME
but what else can I do ????

just feeling so upset ... u ladies know i so wish to meet u guys every time ... so wish that we 7 always got time ... but when time crashed I so wish I can tear myself to pieces and meet every1 who calling me out ...

i so miss the time we get together ...
eating
chit chatting
playing
gossiping ...
y r all the feelings gone due to him?

i dun wan to argue ... it spoil my mood our friendship .... it really do ....

i dun wan to b the odd one either do I wish to ps him ...

ALL R IMPORTANT SO WHAT SHALL I DO ?

2010-11-26T22:10:00.002+08:00

today did not went to sw ... reach sch @ 12pm .... for IAC ... then go for the bonding ... took lots of nice pics ... and win 2nd place ... damn happy ... wanted to upload the pics ...
and !! what the fuck ... the card got problem ... I am so so so upset :(
damn expensive lehz ...8 gb lehz ...

I own my mother $500 ..
got to buy 1 card for my camera
got to buy card reader
got to buy portable charger ...

I am going to broke ... haiz ..

poor le !!

6 + 7 nov

2010-11-07T14:56:00.003+08:00

updating....

ytd which is 6 nov went to bugis wif my 2 sisters and the guys ... they all r sec sch friends ... celebrating jie birthday which is 7 nov ...
anyway they are wenjie, dy,zj,cs,alan,winston,james , zhihui and weiling
meet up @ 12 in the afternoon ... met weiling first we two came early @ 11.50 we reach le ... hmmmm the boys are late.... they around 12.10 then reach ... me and weiling at the coffee shop ... I drink my soya bean :P ...

we decided to go and sing ... just fine our sec sch friend works in a ktv ... so we went there ... which is @ bugis ... we meet zhihui @ bugis mrt then go to the location ...
I was totally shock when I saw him ( cai bao) so tall sia ... wondering what is his height ... I decided to ask ... and he reply me its none of ur biz !!! wtf ... so angry ... totally.... haiz ... angry !!

we sing from 1+ to 8pm ... have 8 snacks total cost us 259.90 if I am not wrong ....

after singing we went for dinner .... then arcade we playing finding the differences ... the boys say they wan play basketball .... so we 3 also join ... we play until forget timing ...
I reach home going to 12am le !!!

I withdraw 130 bucks @ the same day left $64 loh ... i spent 66 dollars on food and entertainment !!! 1 day salary 1 day gone ... I spent 10 @ food 26@ bag 25 @ ktv 5 @ arcade .... arh!!!
accounting student anyhow spend never take note of my expenses !!! ... I shall cut down my meals to 4 per day le .... 1 meal eat lots and lots ... then won't go hungry easily ... or else eat @ home le ... haiz ... like that spend I heart pain le ...
decided not going out for any entertainment le .... shall focus in studies and work :P

today (7Nov)
happy birthday wenjie ....
i ytd play com till 2++ so very sleepy ... suddenly my mum came in and ask me whether I wan go market a not ... acc her ... lol ... first time hahahaha ... then i acc her even though I am sleepy ...
on our way home she remember she forget to buy some stuffs went back to buy ...
so I waiting for her to come .... suddenly got this cat came up and find fish !!! and my brother's porridge drops on the floor !!!
I did not bring both cash and hp ... arh ! so irrating ...

anyway nth interesting happens in between reach home = hungry and tired ...
now going back to slp ...
I wake up le will have to study le ...
:P nites

2010-10-30T23:14:00.001+08:00

SILENT KILLER

2010-10-27T23:10:00.002+08:00

ytd on mc .... today went back to sch ... even though still unwell ... forcing !!
at the end I totally not well and went back home again ... morning having my medicine when reach sch I vomit the medicine out !!!

so xin ku
haiz ...
today my brother went to hospital to take out the thingy ... he damn happy .. cause he can bend his knees ... @ the end still can not ... but now can c his scars le ... damn nice sia ... like tattoo .. lol ... my brother gf say so disgusting ... lol .. I think it is nice ..lol ...
but a bit scary la ...
show u guys :)

the left one like false one rite hahahaha ...

he will get well soon :) me too .. getting well soon and today found 5 bucks hahaahah so lucky :)

2010-10-24T00:33:00.002+08:00

blog blog blog

today went to plaza singapura ...
meet up wif da jie zhi hui and 5th younger sister weiling ... and wenjie james plus da shu chen sheng .... wanted to catch a movie @ 1.30 if I am not wrong . @ the end the boys james and chen sheng are late !!!
when james arrive we wanted to buy the tickets le ... the show we wan watch is sold out !!!

damn it ...
by the time chen sheng also reach le both cathey and gv can not watch that show ( life as we know it)
after choosing for a long time we decided to watch The Girl Who Kicked The Hornets Nest a Swedish movie lol ... cause da shu wan watch so we acc him loh ... james leave for church
@ the end the show suxs man ...
I and other 2 gurls playing sms ....
onli da shu watching seriously
@ tat time I make a song hahahaha
bottle bottle
food food
hungry hungry
yummy yummy
sleep sleep
boring boring
stupid stupid
movie movie hahahahhahahaha

damn idiot rite hahahaha .... nvm
after @ haf our dinner
then play arcade .. then go home

buy supper on my way home :)
nites

2010-10-22T21:14:00.002+08:00

went to popular after sch .. alone !!! sound so ke lian hahahaha ...
buy a dictionary ... cause my english suxs .. got to buck up ... bought batteries for my calculator too :)

after that go home ... on my way buy food heehheeh yummy ...

ok gtg
byes ...

2010-10-20T22:10:00.002+08:00

damn like this song man
I like the lyrics ... I think it referring to my character lol the song is my blog song ...

你想要的很很很簡單
不過就是最普通的的的平凡
誠實做自己有時候很難
但是請你勇敢的試一次看看

you think is very very easy
but the most common normal look
like being yourself is hard
but please try once

isn't this lyrics interesting???
wanted to b myself but it is hard ...
wanted to b the original me ...

today did not go sch :(
got stomach pain ... damn idiot .. .but skip the whole day of sch lol
ok gtg byes
loves u
ps: thanks for ur concern appreciate it a lot alot

2010-10-19T23:41:00.001+08:00

today end class @ 12pm ... having stomach pain in the morning make me feel so sleepy ...
after sch went to tampiness watch eat pray love ... ehhehehehe ... ok ok loh
I feel like sleeping onli lol

ok short and sweet nites

2010-10-18T00:34:00.002+08:00

feel that what is the need of staying when nobody cares ....
maybe they are sharing and happy ... I can show my sadness and happily but it will end soon too ...
so what for I stay for so long ....

happy or sad I dunno ...
my brother says whenever I work finish I will show smiling faces ... is it what they gif me ???

miko

2010-10-15T23:37:00.004+08:00

today went to sch in the morning !!! I am early :) wear FBT shorts go sch totally weird ... I reach sch around 7.50 then saw the boulders ... they catching ppl .. then they saw me ... keep staring @ me as if I did sth wrong ... wth loh ...

then walk to field ... bel and cheng there le ... wait for teacher ... run + walk 2 rounds of field ... then play Frisbee ...
after sw went to tampines ... walk walk .. then make bel's birthday cake :)

it look like craps rite ... ahahahahaha ... but we having fun :) bought my daddy's stuffs and head to meet hazel :)
then go straight to sch.... we are on time hahahaha .. .we tot we will b late ...
Mr liang today dunno whats wrong let us go home early .... he go through 1 question then we copy question 5 then we go home le ...
so sweet of him rite ... ahahhaa
went to tampines again ... to get the landyards from popular .... then confirm tml working :)

byes nitez. ....

ps: chin sheng playing bubbles in ICA lesson ...

2010-10-14T23:05:00.002+08:00

hmmm ... my blog seems like going to die le ... lol

anyway pls duno tag my blog for nth eg. advertising ur blogshop ....
thanks :) appreciate it :) \

last week my last holiday week just gone .... spending my time working ... for salary :P
acutally also nth to do ...
got my timetable !!
mon 10am to 5pm
tue 9 to 12
wed 8 to 5
thurs 8 to 4
fri 8 to 1

tues is the best hahahaahaha ...
went to work on tues which is 12 if I am not wrong ...
saw this bag ... and bought it ... the following day which is wed I am late ... so no time to change bag ...
today brought it to sch ... then 1 of my classmate bought the same colour type bag ytd and he bring it too !!! omg rite hahahaha

my friend told me then I notice .. I was laughing away hahahaha ...
hmmmm ....
nth much ... tml got 2 1/2 hrs break !!! haiz ... somemore is in between my sch timing ... haiz

ok gtg ....
love u guys always :)

2010-10-08T00:32:00.003+08:00

since holiday started never have a chance to go out wif 7s !!!! haiz ... wanted to meet but all either work or injured !! damn upset ...
this week last week holiday le ... I dun think we got chance to go out le wor ...

anyway got my results ... and totally disappointed ... I tot I will get 4 as GPA ... but got 3.7 :( CMS got B AFD and BEV got A
but still disappointed .. haiz ...

this few days working ... june start her holiday from wed till next week wed ... I had been working from wed till fri ....
then sat going to my brother's friend birthday chalet and sun back to square 1 that is work !!
Mon sch starts ... miss my noisy QF-ians and my QF family man !!

holidays I love u yet u going to leave me soon :(

nites :P

2010-10-04T23:18:00.001+08:00

can I b blind so I won't c the ugliness of the world?

2010-09-30T23:36:00.003+08:00

i really really like my blog de song ... it make me feel ...hmmm ... feel gd? anyway my voice is getting better and it is back ... but a bit sasa de ... ahahaha
tml going to work !!

I never work I think got 3 days bah :(
byes

2010-09-29T23:03:00.001+08:00

dun feel gd ... actually it suxs !!!!

all the time i was like eat slp play com !!! haiz

2010-09-29T00:23:00.002+08:00

hmmm .... still unable to speak :( I so miss my voice !!!!!!
but it is't back yet...
today acutally got work but I cancel it wif serene ... totally no voice can not work ... so ya stay @ home stared @ my computer
watching dramas = watching ppl talk = sad :(
dare not step out of my room ... cause I can not reply ppl's conversation ... I can onli listen ... hate that feelings ... today came a lot of ppl ... but i dunno them lol .... today my house damn quiet cause i could not speak and my noisy second brother won't b back home ....

anyway I feel hungry le ... dunno what i can eat :( magggiee???
anyway I go cook my maggie le ... since I totally no voice I go cook and eat or never cook and eat I doubt there is differences la ...
nites ... candy dreams

I miss u ... faster come back pls !!!

2010-09-27T02:31:00.003+08:00

late for work today :( ... I put alarm @9am but ... it is on sat and today is sun :( wtf rite hahahaa I know u r scolding me idiot ...
today went to work late ... reach going to 10.30 le bah .... anyway no the main point ...
I actually lost my voice in the first shift .. what the !!!!
today whole day act as a mute !!! no fun @ all !!!
tml totally can not go out ... got to rest rest and rest ... hopefully tue I am fine so I can go work .. or else got to work till fri le !! y do I have to fall sick now :(

totally upset towards myself ...

2010-09-21T01:10:00.001+08:00

pain pain pain

2010-09-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

sometimes u will feel sad that u unable to attend certain events or could help out on sth but u just can't do or go haiz ....

if u never been call to the event will u go?
for me I won't feel ps sia.... but I wan to ... sometimes u never know what will happen next so I precious all outings no matters I go out wif who :) in any location .. I like outings and noisy .. I will get upset if I never been invited ...

anyway exams over, holidays starting from this time this day :) just now have a chat wif mf ... chatting abt pop... and some other small stuffs ... hear from the phone her atmosphere is noisy but seems play make me wan to join in too ... I so wish my house right now @ this time is the same ... but now is like ... silence ...

my big brother got operation today ... worry @ first .. then saw him in the ward after exams .. heart pain .... he was so pain and i could not do anything ... even lift up his leg he will suffer ............ his face will turn red and doing things tat I never see him before ... i never c him suffer like tat before ... today heart shattered into pieces ... tml unable to c him le ... meet my friends to jurong :)

tag: i dun wan u tag along wif us !!! can u feel that ... I hate the feeling ... I got once my friends all been steal from u and now I will wan to keep my friends away from u as far as possible .. so pls dun act close and keep get close to my friends ... I really wish u just get loss pls !!! and ty if u do so ...

2010-09-10T22:46:00.002+08:00

can I dun study? :(

I am so so sleepy. .. so hope today is afd exams ... and it ends !!! haiz ... faster finish exams pls :(
holiday pls I love u so much .... can't u come faster ?

just eaten prawn noodles ... I like prawn that is y i brought it ... eat it then realise it is spicy cause inside got chili !!! wtf
if u know me well .. i never eat chili .. wth wth wth wtf

2010-09-09T00:07:00.003+08:00

can the silence really let me grow stronger or it makes me feel I am weaker?

I miss my grp of friends ... due to some stuffs that does not exist we argued ... and it gone worst this few days ...
I really miss the laughter the fun and the enjoyment ... :(

2010-08-31T23:08:00.001+08:00

~PLS JUST LEAVE ME ALONE !! ~

2010-08-30T23:25:00.000+08:00

trying to find time to update ... anyway today in CMS onli got 5 students lol ... every1 else tot no lesson!!
tml going to sec sch !!!

2010-08-29T22:03:00.003+08:00

sry for not updating ...
working 4 days from wed till sat ... today off then tml sch starts :(

after bev article ends every1 got to study hard for AFD and BEV le ... jia you wor ...
anyway ytd got shit in Popular .... is like ... lol ...
I dunno anything cause I am in office having my break until my colleagues went into the office telling me ... haahahah ... poor thing need to clean up the mess !!!

today finally have a chance to have dinner wif my parents ...
my dad asking me for the chopsticks .... but instead of saying chopsticks he told me joss stick hahahhaa .... then I stare at him ... then he say again wei ling pass the joss stick ... ahhaahahahah ...
I totally laugh ... my mum hear tat too ...
at the end I tell him ... it is chopsticks not joss sticks .... joss stick is the one where we pray to the god... hahaahha ... damn funny

ok la ... nth much gtg nites

for the time being won't update due to exams .... :)

2010-08-23T15:20:00.002+08:00

18 and 19 stay @ home nth to do ...
20 went out wif serene ... actually wan to buy ink de but at the end never buy lol
saw this guy inside the bus sleeping ... then the lady beside him damn ke lian ... she like sit half of the seat sia haahahaha

21 went to watch movie and play pool ....
watch pearl and jade ... it is damn nice hahahaah .... funny !!! we watch @ Tampines hmmm ... after that went to katong to play pool ... acutally is c the guys play bah ...
those laughter will remain in my memories ... cause I dunno what to say ahhaaha

ppl involved: zhi hui, weiling,me , mf, chun mei, de yuan ,wenjie, zhi jun, chen sheng

22
weiling xiao mei happy birthday :) wish u all the best :P
went cycling @ east coast park for 4hrs !!!! then go k box @ e hub...
ppl involved : deyuan , samuel sam zhihui weiling me mf(cycling) wenjie chen sheng zhi jun(k box )
ok all those events does not haf pic hahahaha .. sry too tired never take ...

23 ( today)
went to ITE ... to pass up the article ... slack there till 11.30 then I go home ...
I am so so tired .. and I got sunburn :(

2010-08-18T21:40:00.002+08:00

14 to 16 aug ...

the chalet was really fun ..... I not typing all the names ... but as long as u wish, attended or gif me a gift ... I thanks u :)

everything is gd but when go home ... too many things hahahahah ...
ALVIN !!! he hit me 18 times ... got 2 pics inside ... 1 is my leg other one is my hand ... it is red that time but i dun think can c clearly :(

pics speaks :)

17 aug
went to marine bay sand resort wif LT and her mother which is where the casino is ... anyway the scenario there damn nice :) I find it perfect for sweet couples hahahaha .... anyway the shops there haven't open yet ... LT's mother went to gamble in the casino while me and LT walk around the place ....
the view really very nice too bad afternoon then we check in ... but in the morning I got wake up to take the sunrise ... no nice dun blame me hahahaha

2010-08-13T23:36:00.002+08:00

ARH... I GOING TO FREAK OUT SOON !!!
can't slp :(
guys dun guys suddenly tell me u can't go ... I will totally cry :(

really cry !!!!
i miss every1's laughter in a sudden !! dun u find it werid ? I so wish every1 is wif me now ... telling me u all r coming ...

anyway i won't b online msn,fb for the time being I think still 16 nite ... then 17 I got sth on again ...

anyway sms or call me :) loves
cwl

2010-08-12T20:54:00.002+08:00

Bel Linda

Ms Koh (draw by bel)

ME(MIKO)
hey yo !

today I just realise Ms koh viewing my blog !!!! MS KOH PLS TAG ME WHEN U VIEW IT AGAIN ahahahahah ...

having lunch in sch today @ noods ... saw Ms Koh there too ... so we got a small chat :)
after lunch went to co-op bought some snacks then go AFD ...

call jordy to teach linda and william since he is free ... and I wan to listen to lesson hahahaha ...
at the end I also help to teach them :)
finish lessons @ 2pm ... go to lib wif linda ... 3pm I go home le ... too tired ...

ok gtg byes

2010-08-11T23:27:00.001+08:00

it really pissed me off ...
stop changing days, asking me what I wan specially telling me u not going !!!

I am really really very angry !!! so pls stop doing those ... thanks

2010-08-09T18:25:00.000+08:00

hmmm... ytd went back to sch for the yog thingy ...
can not go into the field ... too many ppl so we went up to level 5 hahahaa
playing , taking pics and etc ...
have dinner then go home.... all pics are @ fb now ...
lazy to post up here ....

got my new hp !!! and next week is my birthday cum chalet ... hipeee ...

2010-08-04T22:13:00.003+08:00

aiya !!!
so stress ... project all come out from nowhere !!
cms project got to present arh !!!! scare and afraid sia ...

sian loh 8 aug still need to go back sch for tat stupid event ... doing nth there somemore :( .... 4pm till 8pm lehz ... haiz ... compulsory !!!

idiot la ...

today hazel birthday :) happy birthday

her birthday cake ;)

the indoor sports hall door !!

hahahaha cracks ... but I find it nice lol
I think if u really touch it , it will b pieces of glasses!!!
ahahaha
ok gtg byes

today !

2010-08-01T22:38:00.003+08:00

today is 1 aug !!! is 14 days towards my birthday :)
ok I am counting down .. cause i am excited for my chalet ... hoping a lot ppl coming ...

today I got my birthday present from my big brother ... isn't him sweet hahaha...
acutally I tot is my mum came back so I go to the door ... at the end is my brother and his gf ...
then he carry mini toons bag wif a toy inside ... then he say is myself !!!
ahahahah

+ + =

it is actually 1 set de ...
u can take it out too ..
the first pic is just the bear ... 2nd is for u to rest ur neck + speaker
3rd is for u to massage ... I think I need 2nd onli hahaahah ... but when u add all together it looks like the last pic .. ahahaha ...

damn cute rite ...

btw ... I still sick :( it seems hard to get better :( ...
since tues I fall sick ... (the previous post)
thurs and fri starting to keep coughing and sneezing ... now have fever ... I wonder is it really because of the roti prata ... or the camp or the weather ... aiya who cares ... I just sick loh ...

ytd went out wif mf,wl, zh to watch movie ... Au Revoir Taipei .. it suxs ... sry to say that ... but it is boring ... nothing interesting ... after that we walk walk loh ... then we meet deyuan and others at bugis street bus stop ...
we going to geylang to have durian .... cause I not feeling well ..so never eat durian ... but at the end all of us never eat (10 ppl)
go to a park ...
then send weiling home .. then walk back to MRT ... then home sweet home ;)

that is ytd ...

2010-07-30T21:54:00.002+08:00

hmmm ...
getting playful ... ytd went back to sch from mc ... though still unable but forcing myself to go sch ... went home after having food ...
today went to watch movie wif bel and cheng and bel's friend ...
street dance ... a nice movie :)
having flu and keep sneezing ...
havig cough and keep coughing ...

gtg byes
tc
got to study to replace my 2 days mc ...

2010-07-28T21:27:00.002+08:00

got sick again :( seems like my body getting weaker day by day !!!
bel say this time is stomach flu .... then daddy(linda) say is food poison???
lol ..
ytd 27 july
went home after sw1! cause totally unwell .... just wanted to vomit for all day ... when I reach sch my classmates all say I look damn pale !!! arh .. then after swimming lesson bel they all acc me go c doctor ... after that I go home !!
today went to pop ... hear from june that fu xiang going to quit le !! y is every1 quitting .... pop getting quiet more and more le .... can pls hire ppl to make it go lively like dec holidays ?!?

ok I am getting tired and sleepy even though everyday sleeping like a pig I must agree ... went out to shop wif my classmates too ... actually wan to buy aa bag and a pair of shoes ... but dun wan to waste $$ go never buy ...

my mouse dies today!!! totally not working ... damn sian ... use my brother mouse ...
things to do
1. buy a mouse
2. a handphone
3. got to pay for my chalet
4. got plan for my things
5. last but least must tc an not falling sick again ~.~!!!

2010-07-26T22:53:00.002+08:00

day 1
starting I thought that okay since I going to a camp I must have fun ...
but it isn't fun when I knew all my grp mates are malay!! maybe due to last yr ... so I got scared ... totally quiet on the day ... but after a day with them,
I find them cute, funny and friendly... sometimes they had forget me as a chinese .. and speak in malay but I knew they are not in purpose ... some will remind each other and change to english !!
I really appreciate it :) ty
having fun and got punished together ...

day 2
getting more bonded with them... morning we got our trainer Janet ( I think it spell like tat) angry .... specially bam bam ... I can c bam bam damn dissapointed wif us :( we feel so sry and we keep our promise ... from the last we might strive to the first .... it is fun and enjoyable time @ the campfire ... when every1 united as 1 and do as 1 ... act as 1 play as 1 and have fun as 1 too :) I love it ... it is really great to know them and I also had met my goals ....
fun , funny, enjoy, happy, laugh and smile
thanks to the titians:)
and remember the titians !!

day 3 ...
it is always sad to leave and happy to come ..... and it is the day when we end our camp :( ... sad and happy ... sad is I will miss them ... happy is I wan to c my family .. I miss them :)

ok ... gtg byes

2010-07-25T21:55:00.001+08:00

hey !!
I am back from my camp ...
recently there is some problem wif my hp ... I unable to hear other person conversation if we chat in phone ... so dun call me sms me :) ty

erm... as for the camp I will update soon ... got so tired ... heheeh

nites guys

2010-07-20T20:59:00.002+08:00

working studying projecting and now come out another 1 ... call the camping ...

this week totally not freee ... mood-less damn tired ...
ok I am busy for the week ... till next week ....
CMS project wasn't done ... groupmates did not remember their script .. the test got to rehearsal and rehearsal again and again !!
BEV article can not find ... gone crazy soon ...
AFD today finally finish unit 3 and unit 4 petty cash book and cash book ...
confirm did not score well ... getting lesser and lesser confidence to accounting .... pls boost me up wif confidence :(

lessons unable to pay attention ... getting tired and sleepy.... went to dentist ytd .... today my teeth are in pain ... unable to eat my lunch completely ... got swimming lessons today too ....

vomited after lunch :(
seems like nth goes smoothly ...
fri till sun got camp !!!!
omg I totally nuts, I am super tired but unable to really able to slp ...

today I saw this classmate making fool of herself ... I won't say is who ... but pls la ... how old r u man !!! it is childish to do that ... some more it is a dare ! It was not fun and funny to make others as ur joke .... it will onli shows how stupid u r... making ppl pissed off isn't a gd thing !!! so pls .... dun do that .... it is stupid, childish and foolish !

2010-07-16T22:13:00.003+08:00

OMG!!! projects again ...
getting lots of projects this few days .... and going to die soon ...
did not go work today ... because... I am tired and lazy ....

went out wif cheng they all to watch movies ... actually no shows in mind ... and we decided not to watch .. but I really wan to watch eclipses ... so ... they are forced by my angry face when they dun wan ... lol ... opppsss... sry
bought the tickets and went for lunch ... went back to the cinema as bel say it is 1.15pm ... so we rush back .. then suddenly bel ask us y we go to the cinema ... at the end we found out that it is onli 12.15pm ... she c wrong timing ....... lol

then walk walk awhile ... the show starts @ 1.20pm ... we went in and the advertisements just started ... went we watching it ... suddenly the screen blackout and the lights are all on ?!?!?!
the lights on again abt 5mins later ...
abt 30 mins later... the same thing happen again !!

gtg byes

2010-07-13T21:33:00.005+08:00

ok getting tired and sleepy ....
Fri sat sun went to work...
Sat and Sun I request that I will reach @ 11am ...
anyway .... Sun bought biscuits :)

XK reach Tampines Mall to buy too ... he reach 8.20 I guess .. I am late ... I reach @ 8.45 I guess ... then waiting waiting waiting hahahaah .....
then finally our turn ... after that go work !
I forgotten when I took it ... but it is during the 3 days :)
got bored while waiting for them to buy their food .... so ahahahaha

I drew it on andy's hand .... hehehehe he is actually doing sth ... but I am bored ... so

on sun ... i got scolded by a customer with no reasons .. cause it is between another customer and him and he tot is me :(

MON:
nth much just slacking around ... knowing abt my script and got to remember ... by wed ... tue dun nid go sch ehehehehe

TUE: annie koh birthday :)
my classmates knew it ... fiona, grace, cynthia, sinni 1 present , jordy their grp another 1
my grp got 2 hahahaha ... cause I do rose le ... then we also buy a cup .. so got 2 .... I forgotten to bring the rose ... so tml must bring ...
anyway yvonne they all bought the cake .... every1 buy sth for teacher... and it is sweet L) ahahaha ...

ok gtg byes

2010-07-08T22:55:00.002+08:00

can u fill up the space in my heart .. n make me smile happily ?

I was watching we got married ... I find them damn sweet ... if u guys wan to win girls' heart u guys shall learn from their surprise tricks hahahaha ...
damn sweet loh ....

anyway my day ends in 1hr? slp eat study ... that goes for today ...

tml got sch @ 8am till 11am then have my lunch ...
after tat go work !!! till nite ...

just wish u r there lending me ur shoulders ... let me fall asleep

nites

2010-07-06T22:25:00.002+08:00

pics are all what my classmates are :)
take a look and u will feel the warmth and friendly of them :)

celebrate my dad birthday

2010-07-04T22:20:00.003+08:00

7s :)

today went out wif weiling, zhihui, wendy .... it is months since we went out together :)
damn happy ... they actually meet @ 11am ... I reach around 10.50am @ somerset MRT ... then I found out that they r all late !!! damn late ... zh reach around 11.40am !!!
every1 is late ....
too early meet le ... anyway we walk around while waiting for wendy ...

too some snacks while waiting .... then she reach le she go eat while we go acc onli hahahaha

too some pics ... then walk walk ... take pics too ... time goes so fast ... 4pm++ le .... then go back taka cause I wan eat cream puff ... hahahah ... bought 6 home ...

reach home @ 6++ then @ 7pm++ eat dinner ... then my mum tell my grandma tml and tue not cooking ... I was like huh ... how come never cook !!!

then my mum say tml got temple and tue is my DAD BIRTHDAY !!
OMG ... I went out today and totally forgotten is his birthday ... how can I so not filial ...
got to find some ideas to buy him a present in a cost of below $50 ... sry ... must cut cost cause nid to prepare $$ for my chalet ...

and another thing !!
TML GOT SCH!!! SIAN !!!
now ... gtg
enjoy pics ...

2010-07-04T00:55:00.002+08:00

now watching wo cai ... damn funny ...

got 1 is this little girl ... the host ask her how old she is and blah blah blah ...
then ask her what is her weight ... she say 70kg!!! hahhahaha

actually is 17kg ... then the host reconfirm wif the girl ... she say correct ... 70kg ...
then no matters how they ask the girl what is her weight ... she will say 70kg ...
damn funny ... hahahaha

tml meeting my jie mei !!! but is 11am !!! haiz ..so early ...

ok gtg byes :)

2010-06-30T18:30:00.000+08:00

歌名：我是誰我是誰我是誰
作詞：廷廷 (Magic Power)
作曲：廷廷 (Magic Power)
編曲：Jae Chong

我是誰你是否常常這樣問自己
我是誰總是活在別人的期望裡
我是誰是誰又擅自幫你定義了
你是誰只有不是自己才安全

為什麼你以為這個世界很美麗
為什麼你愛這個世界勝過愛自己
為什麼這個世界不給你平等待遇
為什麼到底做錯了什麼

朋友都說你太太太奇怪
在背後把你當成笑笑笑話看
每一個動作都被瞎猜
他們說你是個不能容忍的存在

你想要的很很很簡單
不過就是最普通的的的平凡
誠實做自己有時候很難
但是請你勇敢的試一次看看

無論他們又說什麼閒言閒語無法傷害我
世界上只有一個我沒人能代替的我
無論他們又做什麼小動作無法打敗我
我知道自己是最美麗的
The most beautiful

會不會上帝把你的靈魂放錯了身體
會不會是故意整你不是不小心
會不會你常常都覺得力不從心
會不會堅持要做自己太危險

憑什麼難道比較特別就是不對
憑什麼先下了註解在認識之前
憑什麼只不過想認真的活一遍
憑什麼隨便就把人定罪

我是誰這個問題困擾你多少天多少夜
我是誰誰有資格決定你怎樣才是對
我是誰我是誰我是誰
我就是我你就是你
認真做自己的人最美麗

2010-06-30T18:18:00.002+08:00

how long had u been loved by some1???

stressing myself and force myself to get focus no matters in studies, work or even reading storybooks is the onli way I can do for myself rite now ...

thanks for mummy(bel) msn ... I know she is worry abt me ... but I am fine ... in 1 way or another... at least I am not sick for the time being ... just feel so tired mentally !!

can any1 b so natural like this pic ?
isn't it beautiful like nature ?

2010-06-28T23:20:00.002+08:00

my house damn noisy !!!

went out wif liangting, yvonne and alvin ! watch toy story 3 @ tampines GV !!! damn nice ... funny and .... really damn nice until no comments le ... hahahaha

the movie is @ 4pm ... but we reach onli @ 4.15pm .... when we go in ... it is still in advertisement !!!

having dinner wif popular staffs ..... tml working !!

lets go back to the noisy part ....

my second brother's friends come to my house ... and 5 ppl including my brother make my living room like market ....

next time they say women gather together like market ... I got eg of men too ... ahahahahah

gtg byes

2010-06-26T00:57:00.002+08:00

just realise have a hidden blog is the best ...
hahahaha ...
nobody knows !!!

if u saw my post now ... I bet u r finding it ... but nobody except me knows it exist ...

sat and sun working.... it may de-stress me or may making me more tired ... but at least not thinking abt (u)

ok nites every1

2010-06-24T15:53:00.008+08:00

I like this song !!! the song in my blog rite now !!

it shows who I always feel ... damn nice :)
leaving u wasn't difficult ... but forget u is really hurt ...

ytd went out wif stmf !!! hipeee ... damn fun .. from my house to laopo's house .. to ikea giant and tp !!! having lots of fun ..

ok I am really insane ytd ... like what I intro myself in my blog ... I like to do crazy things to de-stress myself ... and I am doing that ytd ahahahah

12.40pm ... xk @ my house downstairs... fetching me to meet laopo ...
@1pm we reach her house downstairs .... then we go ikea ... between that period of time I was playing wif christy while xk damn focus in driving hahahha ...
making lots of noise and doing all kinds of funny actions and noise .... can't stop laughing ytd ...
then reach ikea for lunch ...
after that I realise I forget to bring my camera .. .damn it !!!

in ikea we use all the rooms and treat it as our house ... we reach the first room ... I told christy we finally at home le ... ahahaah ... then we look through and realise there is family photo ahhahaha ... all kinds of jokes @ there ...

then go giant buy food ... realise I like a little kid ... take the trolley around to take food ... ahahahaha ... then xk and christy behind me .... lol ... damn ps ... after that we went back to my house to take my camera ... hipeee wif my camera ...

reach tp around 4pm++ playing around like little kid ... got out of the car then go design sch canteen .... damn bored ... sms alvin then he told me he is at bus canteen ... I was like ... huh ... how come they got bus canteen ... the canteen look like bus??? lol
damn ps ... wanted to find alvin .. but got lost and saw james hahahaha ... james bring me to him ... thanks :)

a while later we left and walking around the whole poly ... then go back the car .... guessing the car which is beside us ... and I am rite ... that is a female teacher car hahahaha ....
while waiting me and christy took lots of pics ... I use my camera she use xk's de ...

@6pm tong finally finish her project ... and we continue our journey ...

lazy to type le ... c the pics bah !!

giant and ikea

guess where is this ?

zi lian!?!

christy vs XK

tong and christy

my necklace

changi beach

tired but fun
happy but sleepy
u wan to c more .. go my fb hahaaah

2010-06-23T12:28:00.001+08:00

what else I can do ???
nth!!! I can onli find something to do to forget abt it ....

2010-06-21T15:07:00.001+08:00

who am I?

2010-06-20T22:35:00.002+08:00

i am sry for
the selfish me
the hiding me
the sadness of me
the me who worries
the tired me

thinking is I am a nobody to every1?

today is father's day ... happy fathers' day to my dad and all daddy in the whole world ...
today my dad say abt his work ... and I realise how tired he is ... how tired to keep all from us ... and i am sry dad ...

it makes me more sad ... now no matters what happen I won't bother u !! I promise ... I dun wan u to worry abt me ... no matters is work or studies ... I will strive for the best because of u ....
u r the best ... sry for making u so angry a few months ago ...
no matters how tiring I am .. I will survive am I rite ?

no matters what happen ... I will do the best ... try not to make u angry ...

2010-06-17T23:57:00.002+08:00

went to marine square today !!!!meet perri @ 1pm ... then we went to marine square to search for lt's birthday present ... it is like so difficult !!!! she wanted a eyore ... is like damn not so famous like pooh and other disney characters !

went to kiddy palace but can not find
at the end we went back to tampines ... go and buy it !!! damn big loh
reserve seats at pizza hut and went to buy cake for her !!! and it is damn yummy hahahah ....

due to the time ... me and perri went to long john silver ... and I got my favourite fries !!!! hippeee. ...
we there waiting for the rest to reach tooo ... shahidah and friends

then we go celebrate ... after that went back home :)

2010-06-17T00:44:00.002+08:00

hmmm time to update ...

getting bored ... pls bring me out :(

14 june ...
actually wanted to go my grandma house .. butttt ... I overslept .. and my mum did not wake me up so I slp all the way to 12pm lol ... I have my lunch then watch some videos then go back to slp ... and my day got wasted by that heheheheh
got news abt my chalet :) damn fun
15 june
really get bored specially nobody at home .. I dun understand how come every1 like to b alone at home??can emo?? I hate staying at home alone ... it is start since I am young ... young tat time can not go out so I can not do anything but now got wings le lol ....
went to pop alone ... causee dun wan to stay at home ... dun like home in fact ... to me home like 4 walls onli :(
bought 4 bottles of liang teh heheheeh ... gif them drink ... then saw smelly thing ... it is like since we two chat together ... from 1.15 stay till 5pm hehehehe ... saw tong , xk , shi min . june ....
then went home .... have a small talk wif my mum ...

then she go out again :(
ps: some problem wif the lighting in pop
16 june ...
went to work... workaholic?? today I was shock ... i saw jerry near to popular ... then saw lots of ppl outside pop lol ... strange rite ...
then when to doors open they all just go in then the ppl behind can not go in lol

lai eng put me in 3rd shift but I dun wan ... so she change ...
today got to relief cashier :(
saw cindy leong and thing ...
have break wif andy and jerry ...
during dinner ... me and andy damn "angry" then we comment abt pop ... jerry can not do anything but listen lol ... took a balloon today :P

fang yong today say 1 child can onlii get 1 calatalogue ... make me laugh until mad ... but the most funny one is I saw this boy who has a mask ... OMG>>>>> I laugh until my face red and my tears come out .. hahahaha .. i dunno y but i find it funny ...

ok tat is alll :)
nites every1

2010-06-13T21:52:00.002+08:00

yeah ... exams are all over ...

on fri I reach sch around 11am++ study wif my friends .... then we start to play ahahahaa

take note of the hat hahahaha ....
after that we have test then I rush home to get myself change

...
went out wif my secondary friends ahahahaha
damn funny ... it is so long since we met each other but our friendship never left :L

sat
went to work

today (sun)
nth to do lol ...
just slacking at home doing nth

then realise my friends calling
I call back and I was told that the schedule got my name but there isn't anything plan for me
during my holidays !!!
Ah june ask cindy for me
cindy told her that the DM will contact me when they need ppl ... is like wth loh
I can't b waiting for their call what !!

arh!!! just hate it ...

2010-06-10T23:52:00.002+08:00

I tell u sth ... tml I got exam!!!
hahaaha

tml got exam for bev and I going to skip lessons !! I 3pm then go sch haahahah ...
tml damn interesting ... meeting my secondary friends !!! WOAH ! cool rite... hahaaha

tue went to c doctor... and the doctor is an ang moh who wants to speak chinese hahahaha ... then he take my temperature ... is 36 degrees but he still gif me panadol ...normal de and high fever de lol ... after that I go back sch to do mock test for bev

on wed got back the results ... and hipeee got 40 over 50 ... but I wasn't too happy wif it!!!

On thurs which is today ... went to sch as normal ... after eating my medicine I onli wan to slp !!!

Mon and tue Mr liang on MC
Wed Ms haq got mc
thurs and fri Miss koh got mc !!

teachers are taking mc ... but yet I can not . :(

ok gtg ...
ps: excited tml meeting my friends and last day of sch !