The moment of truth

I can sense that I really hate him now.. before I met him I knew I do not really believe or wanted to go into rs puzzle. Rs is a puzzle ... it can be solved only if both parties willing to do it.

I believe in him .. and I really put in all I can in it.. yet all I receive is hurt... now I can really know that I do not believe in rs ...

No matters it is forever ... do not wish to get back ... the part that hurts me a lot. The part where I wish it had never happen. Just wanted to leave and put my belongings there and never take them back .. because it hurts .. really!!.

Specially when I walk pass the location we went through. The memories appear completed.. I thought I had managed to press alt delete.  But it just did not leave me alone... at that moment I really knew. I really love u a lot.

Yes maybe time can pass everything. But I will have a feeling that the knife had been press onto my heart. And its blooding. Freaking bleeding....

Tears drop immediately when parveen asking abt u ytd .....
It keep dropping non stop its not up to my control ... feeling so miserable after that ... totally affected my mood ... hais

Expect that I can forget u ... but I realise I really can't!!!

Today talking to one of my friend, he ignore his gf and talk to other girls ... due to some disputes ... if u can solve the problem now, dun hold on
It will b better if u send some concern rather than u ignore and acting nth happen yet still giving cold shoulder ...

Hope they will b fine after chatting with each other ^^

Ytd went out ... feel so great to b single .. at least I dun need report to anyone ... but feel sad ... 莫名的失落
开始不会一直想你, 也许是对的。。。 我现在很幸福一直有朋友围绕。担心因为我不笑了。。。

我现在远远望着你 也够了

Saw ur name I will feel the pain ...
Saw ur post I will start to get worry ...
I wanted to remove u .. but whenever I saw ur friends the more hurt I get ... u can call me silly or losing my pride .. but I really useless on this rs ..
And I am tired of it :(

Wish u r here is not longer useful ... just wish I can b alone ... at least I cant c ur name ur face and dream of u

:(

Its 2 weeks from that day... guess u able to carry on with ur life ....
Accepting it is like a need now ... there isn't any turnback ... just look at u from far away .. u will never be the one again ...

It is real that u really dont need me :(

Acting strong like I always do ... dun wish to let anyone c my weakness ... it make me feel bad ...

only u that make me feel I am who I am ... surrounded with guys does not make me special .. it only makes me think u more ..

Such a useless me :(

If today we are still tgt, its 1 yr and 2mths le ... but it ended 10 days ago .. the feeling is so suxs when u dun reply whatsapp too

R u trying to make me forget abt u ?