30 dec

just going to update a small post ...
hear that there is 3 classes next yr for sec 5 ... congrates for all my friends who went up ... sry for those who feel disppointed as I went to ITE ..... I just wanted to change an enivorment ... dun wan to stay in sec sch life ... as it suxs ... sry to say that ...

I just dun wan to force myslef to study at a place I does not wan to ...
it is a miracle to haf 3 sec 5 classes nxt yr ... we haf break the records ... gd job guys hahhaahx ...

ok I haf to leave now
I hate u ..... u told me that u will try ... but u didn't .... I hate u ... I really do !!!

30 dec

reply tag : alvin~ remember to continue feed ur blog ... or else ur blog dies ... it is none of my business hahahahahx

maple is patching ... patching and patching ... from 9 to now still patching ... haiz ... so sian ... damn it ....hhaahahx

I was finding powerpoint CD rom ... my com does not haf it ... so I can not do anything wif it ... sad :( I can not find it .. can any got can lend me ??? pls and thanks ... lolz ...
I one person using 3 coms ... hhahahax ...
ok I gtg rite now ... byes

story of 28 and 29 dec

dear dairy : today is the 29 dec ... a very boring day ... I wake up at 11am sharp actually I wake up le ... just ignoring the time going sleeping hahahaah .... when I wake up my mother ask me y i never go sch... I told her I not going to sch today .... that is all then I went back to slp hahahx can not blame yesterday chat wif alvin until very late ...
call him to update his blog ... as it is going to die soon haahahx

I was playing com almost the whole day ... as my dad painting the door of my room ... the odour damn smelly sia ... I leave the com for defragmenter ... then go watch tv ... after that went back at 10pm ... I go watch the 8pm show ... damn nice ... too bad the lady been abused and badly treated ... damn sad ... .so wish can get rid of that idiot guy ...
o.o ya almost forget ... today receive mei foong message ... she told me that my name and chunmei name is on the class 511 name list hahaahx ... damn funny .... but he still ask if I still can go into sec 5 ma ?? it is possible if I wan ..... but I does not wan ... that is the point ... so dun ask me le ... it is getting to my nerves le

I think I going to slp soon ... tml going to haf my breakfast at my mum's workplace ... so as my dad can c my mom ... lolz damn drama ... hahaahx ..

to liangting ... sry for not going to sch ...sry for telling u very late
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yesterday 28 dec

playing maple at evening ( i guess ) ... so sian ... as my brother com is back I use his to play ahhahahax ... (my com dun haf the program )
nothing much just chatting at nite wif some friends ... I think that day is the most scared day I never haf .... I been ask for steady ... damn scarily ... as the person I dun know ... I think someone is playing a fool mah .... ok I gtg

byes nites
to alvin : Happy Mapling
byesssssss

29 dec

my snowman

no comments
happy birthday Serene

27 dec

nothing to say lehz ...

this few days busy on ITE stuffs ... I got into office course le and 31 dec nid to go and buy uni ... :P

next week got a couple of things to do :
1) take my award from sch
2)go and buy uni and stuffs
3)pay sch fees
4)go outside :)

nothing much le byes
happy birthday Shahidah :)

25 dec

merry Christmas to all my friends and families

misses you
wahahahahax ...
byes gd nite

23 to 24 dec

starting to miss my classmates ... miss them having fun in Miss toh class ....miss them in Miss Ang class sleeping ... miss all the funny movements ... miss the everything ... jokes ,playing a fool and even more ....

damn miss ... thinking back to the past ... is there anything I should do ?? thinking back missing everyone ... missing my cca ... missing my friends... I bet I can haf more friends ... but they won't b like u guys ... really miss

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today an interesting journal for me ... today went to Sim Lim square to search for cheaper PSP and some Wii games to play ... damn fun but there is the shop that spoils my mood ... we was asking the price for the PSP then the person in charge says that they have to charge $200 more as service charge ... my friend who is buying it asking if the price can reduce ... u can ever guess what the person says ... the person say go hotel then can loh .... that person really spoil my mood and I was there saying abt him towards the person he employ ... and I purposely say that :" oh my god ... I forget to tell ur boss that we r still underage ... there is a couple of videocams and lots of customers hear what he say " the boss was like damn angry ... after that I was laughing at the boss ...
he is damn rude ... I hate this kind of person .. .Dun ever thinks that girls r a toy ... Never ... they r not ur toy ... and they will never b ..... if I am my friend the person sure will b sentence to jail .... u r too kind my friend ... this kind of person u dun haf to let him go ... pls loh ... even though u selling a cheaper price of my game ... I will never think of buying from ur shop .. ... if i really buy it .. I will haf to go get my hands for treatment .... because of ur dirty wordss ...it makes my hand dirty too ............

the person really spoils my mood !!! damn him ...

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we went back to the shop when serene buys her camera ... the person who serve us is the same as the person serving us previously ... thanks for making my mood back ... the person though never say anything ... but the uncles seems wanting me to haf a better mood ... haahahahx ...
the uncles are really damn funny ... there is this uncle that i say his eyes r beautiful ... and now he still remember ... I wanted to say I am joking ... but since he treat it for real .. I can not say anything ahahaahahx ... my other friend want to buy a camera .... so I though of bringing her to this shop .... the person who serve us was daydreaming ... ahhaahx ... the uncle ask me what is he doing .. I told the uncle ... he got depression ... ahahahx ... the person keep on nob his head ... damn funny ...

my friend wants to buy the same camera as serene the person offers the price at $350 .. .then my friend says she wants to wait until her bonus comes ... we were sitting there waiting for something ... then the person keep on reduce to price of the camera ... he reduce until $250 ... ahahahahx ... then I told my friend we continue sit he might reduce to free of charge hhahahx...

ok it is 12.37 am rite now ...

royston happy birthday :)
my bro will b back tml hippee
nites everyone

I really hate my family ... specially my grandma ... she and my parents always like to compare me and my cousins y do they like to do this ... I also dun understand ... I hate pple compare each other .... there is always someone who has to lose ... and y do I haf to b the one ....

so what if u like them ... they are my relatives so am I ... I am some1 more closer to u ... y u what to do that ... I dun understand ... really dun .... do I really haf to gif up ????
gif up what I wanted in order to let ur precious grandchild ...and made him happy ... no matters what I did I will never win him ... cause he is a guy and I am a gurl ... because of this reason .. I will never win him in ur heart .. never ... I know the reason yet I never gif up ... just to know whether if I am precious to u ma ??? I realise I am wrong and I will forever won't win .... I really heart broken ... even though I hate u since I am small but I still wan a little respect ... yet u never though of giving me ...

is that what u wanted .. wanted me to lose ... lose everything included pride just because of ur precious grandchild .... if that is what u wan ... then u will never get it ... CAUSE I WILL NOT GIF UP AND LET UR GRANDCHILD HAF IT... NOW IS NOT UR YRS ... IS MINE !!! MINE !!!!

so dun think u can let me lose ... I won't ... my mom and my dad scare of u but I am not !!! so dun think I can b peacefully like a cat ... I can also b as fierce as a tiger...

so get lose of my world ......... without u I will b happily and dun compare me and my cousins le ... they r not me ... THEY R PRECIOUS .... BUT I AM PRECIOUS TOO

good byes !!!!

19 dec

I have decide and I will not change my mind ... I will b going to ITE !

surprise rite ... I think some of u guys will say me crazy ... can go sec 5 dun wan ... wan to go ITE
but there is reasons under it ... dun ask too much :)

ok gd luck for my classmates ...
gd nite too .. I wan to slp le .. heheheheh

18 dec

happy for friends :)
today got back wif my N level result ... I got 7 points but I am kind of disappoint ... I can achieve better but I dun ... jealous of others results ... damn gd sia ... my parents r happy wif my results but I dun ... I can not get the courses I wanted and was stuck wondering whether I will choose which path to go ...

I can only say I am damn damn tired ... sry to those who call or message me at 5pm to 7.30 pm I was slping and my hp keep vibrate I was like damn angry I was slping so peacefully but some1 wake me up ... really damn sry


this plant grows on a double deck bus ... style sia ... hahahax

Mr rama bearssssss ... damn cute sia ... hahaahx

17 dec

stresss ah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dun tell me abt N level le la ...
I know the time and date le !!! just shut up !! damn stress ... actually today I promise Mr rama to go sch ... but I am damn damn tired and dun feel lie it to go back alone so ... ya ...

everyone is asking if I am stress and worry a not ... I tell u something !! I am really really very worry ... just that my face never show ... I am damn damn worry and stress . ... stress if my results never go up to others expectation ... stress if I never get what I wanted ... damn stress and worry ... so dun ask me le !!!!!

tml I will go sch at morning then meet alvin in sch for lib, meet mf,cm,wl and zh at 1.30pm ... the rest of the time I dun know le ... tml must wear full uni .... so sian ....


gtg byes tc
and gd luck to all N level students tml :)

15 dec

very lazy heheheh .. I am slacking at home the whole day !!!

tis week is the week I nid to go back sch ...
tue and wed ~lib
thurs ~results and booshop
fri ~bookshop

actually today haf to go lib but hheheheh I am tired .. tml then go help out ...

the N level results is on 18 dec at 2pm!!!!

byes

13 dec

today going to temple at around 5pm .... nothing much !!!

Mon might going to sch .... no going out wif the others !! sry :(

the rest of the days will go to sch too ... tue and wed might go back and help lib ... thurs N level results and fri sec 1 orientation ...

byes
catch u guys in sch next thurs

12 dec

today damn tired .. wake up at 5.30am as my bro going to army ... then I and my parents go and c the enivornment .... so tired sia ... nothing to say lehz ... just tired ...

bb

quiz

1.The person who tag/pass you:

Hui Ru
2.Your relationship with him/her:

friendz
3.Your five impression of him/her:

ermmm... all kinds of impression u can think
4.The most memorable memorable thing that he/she had done for you:

dun haf lolz
5.The most memorable thing that ha/she had said to you:

how I know ?
6.If he/she become your lover, you will:

erm .. I am not lesbian
7.If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:

go back to 6
8.If he/she become your enermy, you will:

I dun think so this will happen :)
9.If he/she become your enermy, the reason will be:

nothing
10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:

dun haf
11.Your overall impression of him/her is:

no bad
12.How you think people around you will feel about you?

I dun know
13.The characters you love of yourself are:

my golden words
14.On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:

?
15.The most ideal person you want be is:

myself :P
16.For people that care and like you, say something to them:

thanks for being beside me :)

Pass this quiz to 10 persons.

1) meifoong

2)liangting

3)Wee Yin

4)wendy

5)Perri

6)shindy

7)shelby

8)john

9)kristy

10)alvin
1.Is no.6 having relationship with?

a classmate as well as a friend
2.Is no.9 a male or female?

Female
3.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?

I dun know .... it can b a gd thing :P .... cause a guy and a gurl hahahahax
4.What is no.2 studying about?

dun know
5.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?

before holiday starts
6.What kind of music does no.8 like?

love songs bah
7.Does no.1 have any sibilings?

Yes...
8.Will you woo no.3?

I am not a lesbian!!!
9.What about no.7?

go back question 8
10.Is no.4 single?

I think so
11.What is the surname of no.5?

Tan...
12.What's the hobby of no.10?

I am not he ... so I dun know
13.Does no.5 and 9 get along well?

I dun think they know each other
14.Where does no.2 studying at?

Ping Yi Secondary School...
15.Talk something casually about no.1?

thanks for being my friend :)
16.Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?

IMPOSSIBLE!!
17.Where does no.9 live at?

y must I tell u
18.What colours does no.4 like?

not too sure
19.Are no.5 and 1 best friends?

they r friends seems like they r very close
20.Does no.1 have any pets?

nope
21.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?

no comments
22.What is no.6 doing now?

?
23.Do you like no.8?
i dun like and dun love !!

back to sch 2

today got a couple of strange and funny things occurring ....

1)if u r going back sch remember to wear proper attire ... that includes ur sch shoes ...

there is tis student complain that we all never wear full uni. the security guard let everyone in also ... so sch rules are included in holidays thanks to that student :(

me and liangting were in sch today and we r stopped by the guard for not wearing shoes heheheheh ... we both wear slipper.... then we plead the guards to allow ... then got this parent complain saying that her child also wear slipper can not go in but we can ... in order not to make the guards in trouble we both go c Mr MArtin Chan for permisson ... we got his permisson by Mdm Ho ( hope I spell correct )... she told us that next time if we wanted to come in for graduted students can just wear home clothes ...

2) there is a student who help auntie took out chinese exercise book to a malay customer ... I was there laughing all the way hahahahahaahahhahax .... erm... for the name ... is a secret :P

saw a no. of Ping Yians in TM today .... but most of them I dun know haahahaahahx ....
sian next day has come and dun remind me that N level results is coming ... I am too nervous and scare le ... cause today liangting and rui fang keep on saying N level results ... sian sia ...


gtg byes

ps: if any1 knows what time is the result coming out tag me thanks

sch!!

back to sch ...

later going back to sch ... actually nothing happen just feel like it to go back heheheh ... blog skin haf change yesterday.. the songs also ...

nothing much byes

words have lost ... and nothing can change ...

today mf suddenly send me a message the message write byes ... I was so shock hahahahx .... she actually wanted to tell me that she is leaving singapore and go to malaysia .. I was like blur blur hehehehe ... my greedy mouth ask her to bring back lots of nice food ... hmmmm... wonder if she really bring back ma ???

words have lost ... and I dun know what to say le ... the most important is it is useless ... what if ... what if .... there isn't any what if le ....
I can only say laughter isn't laughter anymore ... now my laughter is not real at all .... no matters the joke is funny ma ?? I really dun know ... I really hope u can tell me today is april fool day ... I really wish :(

this few days damn moody ...

what r friends for ??? I keep wondering ... having friends just to making each other jealous ... is that true ??

if this is the truth .. my heart really breaks ...

the blood in my heart is dripping non stop thanks to u pal ....really thanks ... my heart is dripping and it seems does not stop ...............

I am very dissapointed and moody....
I started not understanding u le .... really ??? am I saying the truth ??? I really hope this isn't .... it really hurts and hurts a lot ...

I really dun know u r this kind of person ... even people around me keep reminding me but I still believe u .... now not only my heart my eyes are dripping tears when I wan typing this ............


I am moody and disappointed ....can anyone help me ????

now is 11.53pm 4 dec ... I actually sleep well le .. thanks to a friend ... the person call my hp and wake me up ... now can not sleep le ... dun understand y ... the person knows that I go to bed le still call me ... now I can't sleep ... sian loh ...

cindysry ah ... never meet u nd peiling ... this whole week allowances haf been used up hheheheh ... so can not go out ... ps ah .... if u meet me next week I might go ...

erm.. next week mf as me whether wan to go out wif them ma ... the them I dun know got who ... but I guess lots of pple bah :)
mf: I will confirm wif u on tue

the other thing is that my second brother going to b botak le ... wahahahhax ... next week fi he need to go and report to army ... then my mum call me go too ... damn early nid to wake up sia ... so sian ....


gtg nites

I so hope ...I can get rid of u out of my world ....

I really wanted to do that ... but I dun know y u seems living my live for a long time unable to get rid of u ....

I will only b happy if u left ....

those who r in overseas haf fun :)

today damn sian ... I am afraid of something ... I dare not say and dun know how .... I can only say it gif me strange feeling ... I dun like it ...

sometimes I just wanna to hate u but I does not know y i can't

nites

30 Nov towards 1 dec

this few days ... I was watching a couple of different shows like the 10pm show .... all so nice !! hahahahax .... just getting bored tml is 1 dec ... towards N level is more and more near ... today my mom have dinner wif me ... and she ask me abt whether I have confidence ma ?
she ask me a lot of things and she does not know I have all in mind and decided already hahahax ...

I can only tell her I dun haf confidence but others have confidence on me hhahahaax ... I alo tell her what course and what I wan to do even I go ITE le .. I have prepare all I needed just waiting for results only heheheh

ok now is 12am le ... 1 dec le ... I haf to sleep le ... byes and nitesssssss