i really really like my blog de song ... it make me feel ...hmmm ... feel gd? anyway my voice is getting better and it is back ... but a bit sasa de ... ahahaha
tml going to work !!

I never work I think got 3 days bah :(
byes

dun feel gd ... actually it suxs !!!!

all the time i was like eat slp play com !!! haiz

hmmm .... still unable to speak :( I so miss my voice !!!!!!
but it is't back yet...
today acutally got work but I cancel it wif serene ... totally no voice can not work ... so ya stay @ home stared @ my computer
watching dramas = watching ppl talk = sad :(
dare not step out of my room ... cause I can not reply ppl's conversation ... I can onli listen ... hate that feelings ... today came a lot of ppl ... but i dunno them lol .... today my house damn quiet cause i could not speak and my noisy second brother won't b back home ....

anyway I feel hungry le ... dunno what i can eat :( magggiee???
anyway I go cook my maggie le ... since I totally no voice I go cook and eat or never cook and eat I doubt there is differences la ...
nites ... candy dreams

I miss u ... faster come back pls !!!

late for work today :( ... I put alarm @9am but ... it is on sat and today is sun :( wtf rite hahahaa I know u r scolding me idiot ...
today went to work late ... reach going to 10.30 le bah .... anyway no the main point ...
I actually lost my voice in the first shift .. what the !!!!
today whole day act as a mute !!! no fun @ all !!!
tml totally can not go out ... got to rest rest and rest ... hopefully tue I am fine so I can go work .. or else got to work till fri le !! y do I have to fall sick now :(

totally upset towards myself ...

pain pain pain

sometimes u will feel sad that u unable to attend certain events or could help out on sth but u just can't do or go haiz ....

if u never been call to the event will u go?
for me I won't feel ps sia.... but I wan to ... sometimes u never know what will happen next so I precious all outings no matters I go out wif who :) in any location .. I like outings and noisy .. I will get upset if I never been invited ...

anyway exams over, holidays starting from this time this day :) just now have a chat wif mf ... chatting abt pop... and some other small stuffs ... hear from the phone her atmosphere is noisy but seems play make me wan to join in too ... I so wish my house right now @ this time is the same ... but now is like ... silence ...

my big brother got operation today ... worry @ first .. then saw him in the ward after exams .. heart pain .... he was so pain and i could not do anything ... even lift up his leg he will suffer ............ his face will turn red and doing things tat I never see him before ... i never c him suffer like tat before ... today heart shattered into pieces ... tml unable to c him le ... meet my friends to jurong :)

tag: i dun wan u tag along wif us !!! can u feel that ... I hate the feeling ... I got once my friends all been steal from u and now I will wan to keep my friends away from u as far as possible .. so pls dun act close and keep get close to my friends ... I really wish u just get loss pls !!! and ty if u do so ...

can I dun study? :(

I am so so sleepy. .. so hope today is afd exams ... and it ends !!! haiz ... faster finish exams pls :(
holiday pls I love u so much .... can't u come faster ?

just eaten prawn noodles ... I like prawn that is y i brought it ... eat it then realise it is spicy cause inside got chili !!! wtf
if u know me well .. i never eat chili .. wth wth wth wtf

can the silence really let me grow stronger or it makes me feel I am weaker?

I miss my grp of friends ... due to some stuffs that does not exist we argued ... and it gone worst this few days ...
I really miss the laughter the fun and the enjoyment ... :(