who am I?

i am sry for
the selfish me
the hiding me
the sadness of me
the me who worries
the tired me

thinking is I am a nobody to every1?

today is father's day ... happy fathers' day to my dad and all daddy in the whole world ...
today my dad say abt his work ... and I realise how tired he is ... how tired to keep all from us ... and i am sry dad ...

it makes me more sad ... now no matters what happen I won't bother u !! I promise ... I dun wan u to worry abt me ... no matters is work or studies ... I will strive for the best because of u ....
u r the best ... sry for making u so angry a few months ago ...
no matters how tiring I am .. I will survive am I rite ?

no matters what happen ... I will do the best ... try not to make u angry ...

went to marine square today !!!!meet perri @ 1pm ... then we went to marine square to search for lt's birthday present ... it is like so difficult !!!! she wanted a eyore ... is like damn not so famous like pooh and other disney characters !

went to kiddy palace but can not find
at the end we went back to tampines ... go and buy it !!! damn big loh
reserve seats at pizza hut and went to buy cake for her !!! and it is damn yummy hahahah ....

due to the time ... me and perri went to long john silver ... and I got my favourite fries !!!! hippeee. ...
we there waiting for the rest to reach tooo ... shahidah and friends

then we go celebrate ... after that went back home :)

hmmm time to update ...

getting bored ... pls bring me out :(

14 june ...
actually wanted to go my grandma house .. butttt ... I overslept .. and my mum did not wake me up so I slp all the way to 12pm lol ... I have my lunch then watch some videos then go back to slp ... and my day got wasted by that heheheheh
got news abt my chalet :) damn fun
15 june
really get bored specially nobody at home .. I dun understand how come every1 like to b alone at home??can emo?? I hate staying at home alone ... it is start since I am young ... young tat time can not go out so I can not do anything but now got wings le lol ....
went to pop alone ... causee dun wan to stay at home ... dun like home in fact ... to me home like 4 walls onli :(
bought 4 bottles of liang teh heheheeh ... gif them drink ... then saw smelly thing ... it is like since we two chat together ... from 1.15 stay till 5pm hehehehe ... saw tong , xk , shi min . june ....
then went home .... have a small talk wif my mum ...

then she go out again :(
ps: some problem wif the lighting in pop
16 june ...
went to work... workaholic?? today I was shock ... i saw jerry near to popular ... then saw lots of ppl outside pop lol ... strange rite ...
then when to doors open they all just go in then the ppl behind can not go in lol

lai eng put me in 3rd shift but I dun wan ... so she change ...
today got to relief cashier :(
saw cindy leong and thing ...
have break wif andy and jerry ...
during dinner ... me and andy damn "angry" then we comment abt pop ... jerry can not do anything but listen lol ... took a balloon today :P

fang yong today say 1 child can onlii get 1 calatalogue ... make me laugh until mad ... but the most funny one is I saw this boy who has a mask ... OMG>>>>> I laugh until my face red and my tears come out .. hahahaha .. i dunno y but i find it funny ...

ok tat is alll :)
nites every1

yeah ... exams are all over ...

on fri I reach sch around 11am++ study wif my friends .... then we start to play ahahahaa

take note of the hat hahahaha ....
after that we have test then I rush home to get myself change

...
went out wif my secondary friends ahahahaha
damn funny ... it is so long since we met each other but our friendship never left :L

sat
went to work

today (sun)
nth to do lol ...
just slacking at home doing nth

then realise my friends calling
I call back and I was told that the schedule got my name but there isn't anything plan for me
during my holidays !!!
Ah june ask cindy for me
cindy told her that the DM will contact me when they need ppl ... is like wth loh
I can't b waiting for their call what !!

arh!!! just hate it ...

I tell u sth ... tml I got exam!!!
hahaaha

tml got exam for bev and I going to skip lessons !! I 3pm then go sch haahahah ...
tml damn interesting ... meeting my secondary friends !!! WOAH ! cool rite... hahaaha

tue went to c doctor... and the doctor is an ang moh who wants to speak chinese hahahaha ... then he take my temperature ... is 36 degrees but he still gif me panadol ...normal de and high fever de lol ... after that I go back sch to do mock test for bev

on wed got back the results ... and hipeee got 40 over 50 ... but I wasn't too happy wif it!!!

On thurs which is today ... went to sch as normal ... after eating my medicine I onli wan to slp !!!

Mon and tue Mr liang on MC
Wed Ms haq got mc
thurs and fri Miss koh got mc !!

teachers are taking mc ... but yet I can not . :(

ok gtg ...
ps: excited tml meeting my friends and last day of sch !

I was told I am lazy to update my blog ... but I am not ok !!!

just week I shall say ill study and sleepy..

1. ill .... this few days my voice keep changing ... non-stop ... if u really notice .... all kind of strange voices came out !! having headache again :(

2. study ... even though AFD exam finish le ... still got BEV!~!~ I can not remember a single thing I spent at least 10 hrs doing notes for the 3 units ... yet nth went in!! haiz .. .so disappointed ...
sat and sun purposely never go work ... but at the end I spent my sat by .... sleeepppping!!! it goes to my point 3

3. keep on sleeping non stop ... wondering is it really so tired .... haiz ... my body getting weaker but yet I can not relax and rest ... exams !!! damn tired ...


and ...
I got bully by cheng ... ahhaahhah we having fun wif william's spects and she wan to show ppl tat I got punched .. so here is the pic !!!

today is 7 june .... which is mon ...
a very sad day
woke up at 7.30 am ... go sch ... do some stuffs then go makan ... after my lunch my voice change !!! the voice make all my classmates laugh non stop!! sob sob ...

call my mum as there is a break ... then she tot some1 else in the line !!1 wth... she can not even recongize my voice ... then she use another no to call me again .. she tot i playing wif her ... but I really damn serious loh ...

it makes me so disappointed ... but when I recall ... I c every1 smile and laugh... it makes me laugh too ... :)

nites every1 :)