is all locked ! thanks

unfollow means??? i hate the feeling of being unfollow ... is like ... i dunno the feeling just so suxs ...

cant relationships ended up to friendship ...
maybe next u going to delete me in fb right?
or just dun come work even better right???
i am just so lousy at relationship ... really lousy ..
not even relationship i think friendship too
when i need some1 who is really there ??? i knew who ... is just myself myself and myself right?
i locked my relationship to myself only ... shall i now lock my friendship to myself too??
cause nobody really cares ... it is like ppl c c but wont approach me to encourage ...
pls u dun come unlock it le then walk away !!! it is painful to me

sometimes i really need those encouragement at least i know i am not alone ... but does any1 cares ???
even i sick i doubt nobody knows ...
my laughter and smiles are locked for now ....
i dunno how to laugh in front of ppl who dun care abt me at all ...
i wont say i will die ... cause i knew i dun dare to do that ...

我的勇敢是假的，
我的微笑是为了不要别人担心
我的眼泪是流在心里
不是故意，让自己不想自己的

Making fun in the salon while wendy cutting her hair

Finally i say it out

Ytd say out what i wanted to say .. So shiok but in the end u still dun wish to accept .., i knew i broken ur heart before did not except u to accept yet still bet with a slightly chance

Overall i still lose le ... I did cry ytd my eyes are swollen now ... But if we two r not attached will make u happy i think its okay then ... It makes no differences

Just that my heart did open for u and lock u in it yet i still cant find the key to unlock u ... A bit now ... Specially when i am sick cant go sch the only thing i can do is to think of u ...

vomit and vomit isn't that fun !!
totally unwell ... am i play my life?

sometimes i really think back ... actually my parents start damn sweet ... hahahahas ... they are always like young couples ... hahahaahs ...

they always go out together ... hehehee .. damn sweet ..

not talking abt them today ... cause they are not the main focus ...
this few days studying and working ...
starts to feel the tiredness le ... hmmm i am really starting to get old right ??? hahahahs some things must still admit hahahahs ...
slack for a day le ..
shall go slp soon :)
nites babes and hunks