I am sorry :( i keep wanted to go tampines walk a while alone ... At the end argue with my bibi ... He is still angry with me cause i am tired and sleepy yet i dun wan go home rest and after that go out for my appointment with dental ...

I am really sry :(

Words means a lot

Reading low kay hwa storybook .. It wrote this ... Love is a rubber band it can either be stretched to its limit so that it can hold the most number of things or it can b stretched till its break ...

Did i break the rubber band of ours ???? Got a mixed feelings ...

To me this relationship will last .. But to u it seems like nothing really matters anymore ... U dun care what i say u dun bother to ask what i thinking ... U dunno how bad is the feeling is ... Is it i the only wan who still wan this relationship ??? Is ur heart really still with me ???
Some words u say u mind nothing but when u say those words u r hurting some1 ... No matters u wan to say or not


Ps: i dunno whether u will c this, but even if u dun is ok ...

As long as i am with u and i am xin fu i dun care what other comments ppl going to give me !!!

Hack care really ... But if the only thing i wan from u u cant give me ... I really damn disappointed

Everytime i waiting for vibration from u yet there isnt .. But when i am busy u keep vibrating!! Now due to u i never notice my sms and he not happy !!!

Damn u la ... Really seriously if u r not a expensive phone i wont want u le ...

I know that feeling of ppl never reply ur sms ... I know that ... But i really got take note of it .. I did not c there is notification cum it is on my body somemore ... If there is vibration i wl wake up le ... But there isnt :(

When time goes by, u will c the changes

I say it before i will never do changes to any guy i love ... But now i need to change that sentence le..

Love is not for u to say but for u to do .. If u can keep ur promises and do it then that is what love means abt no matter is it family friends or couples ...

Keeping promises to me is important .. Just value all promises i make to all my loved ones specially my bf
B the kind ppl can trust on than b the kind ppl treat u like nth ...

U can b some1 in other ppl's mind but does every1 wants to b the bad one ?

another day of busy ...
my grandma admitted to hospital ... this is the first time i realise her presence is so important ... i am so worried and scare knowing she is seriously ill ... thanks to bibi, he let me know actually it is not that scary at all ...

Actually i am very worry .. The feeling is a mixture ...i know my worry is useless what come by will go by ... But it really sad to c her injury to shivering to admitted to hospital ... Till the time when the nurse came out and following day hear that she is very serious ... Might go to ICU ... Until now can chat and disturb till can order her own food ... It is blessing thanks to my friends even my bf ...

Sry for making u guys trouble ... Whenever i freaked off my friends will see a lots side of me ... They will b like seeing the another person of me an inhuman me ...
Another person who dun care others and damn silent ... Who is totally different character of course ...

Sry

P.S thanks for being by my side when i needed u ... Only when u r around i find myself safe ...