歌名：我是誰 我是誰 我是誰
作詞：廷廷 (Magic Power)
作曲：廷廷 (Magic Power)
編曲：Jae Chong


我是誰 你是否常常這樣問自己
我是誰 總是活在別人的期望裡
我是誰 是誰又擅自幫你定義了
你是誰 只有不是自己才安全

為什麼 你以為這個世界很美麗
為什麼 你愛這個世界勝過愛自己
為什麼 這個世界不給你平等待遇
為什麼 到底做錯了什麼

朋友都說你太 太 太奇怪
在背後把你當成笑 笑 笑話看
每一個動作都被瞎猜
他們說你是個不能容忍的存在

你想要的很 很 很簡單
不過就是最普通的 的 的平凡
誠實做自己有時候很難
但是請你勇敢的試一次看看

無論他們又說什麼 閒言閒語無法傷害我
世界上只有一個我 沒人能代替的我
無論他們又做什麼 小動作無法打敗我
我知道自己是最美麗的
The most beautiful

會不會 上帝把你的靈魂放錯了身體
會不會 是故意整你不是不小心
會不會 你常常都覺得力不從心
會不會 堅持要做自己太危險

憑什麼 難道比較特別就是不對
憑什麼 先下了註解在認識之前
憑什麼 只不過想認真的活一遍
憑什麼 隨便就把人定罪

我是誰 這個問題困擾你多少天多少夜
我是誰 誰有資格決定你怎樣才是對
我是誰 我是誰我是誰
我就是我你就是你
認真做自己的人最美麗

how long had u been loved by some1???

stressing myself and force myself to get focus no matters in studies, work or even reading storybooks is the onli way I can do for myself rite now ...

thanks for mummy(bel) msn ... I know she is worry abt me ... but I am fine ... in 1 way or another... at least I am not sick for the time being ... just feel so tired mentally !!

can any1 b so natural like this pic ?
isn't it beautiful like nature ?

my house damn noisy !!!

went out wif liangting, yvonne and alvin ! watch toy story 3 @ tampines GV !!! damn nice ... funny and .... really damn nice until no comments le ... hahahaha

the movie is @ 4pm ... but we reach onli @ 4.15pm .... when we go in ... it is still in advertisement !!!

having dinner wif popular staffs ..... tml working !!

lets go back to the noisy part ....

my second brother's friends come to my house ... and 5 ppl including my brother make my living room like market ....

next time they say women gather together like market ... I got eg of men too ... ahahahahah

gtg byes

just realise have a hidden blog is the best ...
hahahaha ...
nobody knows !!!

if u saw my post now ... I bet u r finding it ... but nobody except me knows it exist ...

sat and sun working.... it may de-stress me or may making me more tired ... but at least not thinking abt (u)

ok nites every1

I like this song !!! the song in my blog rite now !!

it shows who I always feel ... damn nice :)
leaving u wasn't difficult ... but forget u is really hurt ...

ytd went out wif stmf !!! hipeee ... damn fun .. from my house to laopo's house .. to ikea giant and tp !!! having lots of fun ..

ok I am really insane ytd ... like what I intro myself in my blog ... I like to do crazy things to de-stress myself ... and I am doing that ytd ahahahah

12.40pm ... xk @ my house downstairs... fetching me to meet laopo ...
@1pm we reach her house downstairs .... then we go ikea ... between that period of time I was playing wif christy while xk damn focus in driving hahahha ...
making lots of noise and doing all kinds of funny actions and noise .... can't stop laughing ytd ...
then reach ikea for lunch ...
after that I realise I forget to bring my camera .. .damn it !!!

in ikea we use all the rooms and treat it as our house ... we reach the first room ... I told christy we finally at home le ... ahahaah ... then we look through and realise there is family photo ahhahaha ... all kinds of jokes @ there ...

then go giant buy food ... realise I like a little kid ... take the trolley around to take food ... ahahahaha ... then xk and christy behind me .... lol ... damn ps ... after that we went back to my house to take my camera ... hipeee wif my camera ...

reach tp around 4pm++ playing around like little kid ... got out of the car then go design sch canteen .... damn bored ... sms alvin then he told me he is at bus canteen ... I was like ... huh ... how come they got bus canteen ... the canteen look like bus??? lol
damn ps ... wanted to find alvin .. but got lost and saw james hahahaha ... james bring me to him ... thanks :)

a while later we left and walking around the whole poly ... then go back the car .... guessing the car which is beside us ... and I am rite ... that is a female teacher car hahahaha ....
while waiting me and christy took lots of pics ... I use my camera she use xk's de ...

@6pm tong finally finish her project ... and we continue our journey ...

lazy to type le ... c the pics bah !!

giant and ikea

guess where is this ?


zi lian!?!



christy vs XK

tong and christy


my necklace


changi beach

tired but fun
happy but sleepy
u wan to c more .. go my fb hahaaah

what else I can do ???
nth!!! I can onli find something to do to forget abt it ....

who am I?

i am sry for
the selfish me
the hiding me
the sadness of me
the me who worries
the tired me

thinking is I am a nobody to every1?

today is father's day ... happy fathers' day to my dad and all daddy in the whole world ...
today my dad say abt his work ... and I realise how tired he is ... how tired to keep all from us ... and i am sry dad ...

it makes me more sad ... now no matters what happen I won't bother u !! I promise ... I dun wan u to worry abt me ... no matters is work or studies ... I will strive for the best because of u ....
u r the best ... sry for making u so angry a few months ago ...
no matters how tiring I am .. I will survive am I rite ?

no matters what happen ... I will do the best ... try not to make u angry ...

went to marine square today !!!!meet perri @ 1pm ... then we went to marine square to search for lt's birthday present ... it is like so difficult !!!! she wanted a eyore ... is like damn not so famous like pooh and other disney characters !

went to kiddy palace but can not find
at the end we went back to tampines ... go and buy it !!! damn big loh
reserve seats at pizza hut and went to buy cake for her !!! and it is damn yummy hahahah ....

due to the time ... me and perri went to long john silver ... and I got my favourite fries !!!! hippeee. ...
we there waiting for the rest to reach tooo ... shahidah and friends

then we go celebrate ... after that went back home :)

hmmm time to update ...

getting bored ... pls bring me out :(

14 june ...
actually wanted to go my grandma house .. butttt ... I overslept .. and my mum did not wake me up so I slp all the way to 12pm lol ... I have my lunch then watch some videos then go back to slp ... and my day got wasted by that heheheheh
got news abt my chalet :) damn fun
15 june
really get bored specially nobody at home .. I dun understand how come every1 like to b alone at home??can emo?? I hate staying at home alone ... it is start since I am young ... young tat time can not go out so I can not do anything but now got wings le lol ....
went to pop alone ... causee dun wan to stay at home ... dun like home in fact ... to me home like 4 walls onli :(
bought 4 bottles of liang teh heheheeh ... gif them drink ... then saw smelly thing ... it is like since we two chat together ... from 1.15 stay till 5pm hehehehe ... saw tong , xk , shi min . june ....
then went home .... have a small talk wif my mum ...

then she go out again :(
ps: some problem wif the lighting in pop
16 june ...
went to work... workaholic?? today I was shock ... i saw jerry near to popular ... then saw lots of ppl outside pop lol ... strange rite ...
then when to doors open they all just go in then the ppl behind can not go in lol

lai eng put me in 3rd shift but I dun wan ... so she change ...
today got to relief cashier :(
saw cindy leong and thing ...
have break wif andy and jerry ...
during dinner ... me and andy damn "angry" then we comment abt pop ... jerry can not do anything but listen lol ... took a balloon today :P

fang yong today say 1 child can onlii get 1 calatalogue ... make me laugh until mad ... but the most funny one is I saw this boy who has a mask ... OMG>>>>> I laugh until my face red and my tears come out .. hahahaha .. i dunno y but i find it funny ...

ok tat is alll :)
nites every1

yeah ... exams are all over ...

on fri I reach sch around 11am++ study wif my friends .... then we start to play ahahahaa

take note of the hat hahahaha ....
after that we have test then I rush home to get myself change

...
went out wif my secondary friends ahahahaha
damn funny ... it is so long since we met each other but our friendship never left :L

sat
went to work

today (sun)
nth to do lol ...
just slacking at home doing nth

then realise my friends calling
I call back and I was told that the schedule got my name but there isn't anything plan for me
during my holidays !!!
Ah june ask cindy for me
cindy told her that the DM will contact me when they need ppl ... is like wth loh
I can't b waiting for their call what !!

arh!!! just hate it ...

I tell u sth ... tml I got exam!!!
hahaaha

tml got exam for bev and I going to skip lessons !! I 3pm then go sch haahahah ...
tml damn interesting ... meeting my secondary friends !!! WOAH ! cool rite... hahaaha

tue went to c doctor... and the doctor is an ang moh who wants to speak chinese hahahaha ... then he take my temperature ... is 36 degrees but he still gif me panadol ...normal de and high fever de lol ... after that I go back sch to do mock test for bev

on wed got back the results ... and hipeee got 40 over 50 ... but I wasn't too happy wif it!!!

On thurs which is today ... went to sch as normal ... after eating my medicine I onli wan to slp !!!

Mon and tue Mr liang on MC
Wed Ms haq got mc
thurs and fri Miss koh got mc !!

teachers are taking mc ... but yet I can not . :(

ok gtg ...
ps: excited tml meeting my friends and last day of sch !

I was told I am lazy to update my blog ... but I am not ok !!!

just week I shall say ill study and sleepy..

1. ill .... this few days my voice keep changing ... non-stop ... if u really notice .... all kind of strange voices came out !! having headache again :(

2. study ... even though AFD exam finish le ... still got BEV!~!~ I can not remember a single thing I spent at least 10 hrs doing notes for the 3 units ... yet nth went in!! haiz .. .so disappointed ...
sat and sun purposely never go work ... but at the end I spent my sat by .... sleeepppping!!! it goes to my point 3

3. keep on sleeping non stop ... wondering is it really so tired .... haiz ... my body getting weaker but yet I can not relax and rest ... exams !!! damn tired ...


and ...
I got bully by cheng ... ahhaahhah we having fun wif william's spects and she wan to show ppl tat I got punched .. so here is the pic !!!

today is 7 june .... which is mon ...
a very sad day
woke up at 7.30 am ... go sch ... do some stuffs then go makan ... after my lunch my voice change !!! the voice make all my classmates laugh non stop!! sob sob ...

call my mum as there is a break ... then she tot some1 else in the line !!1 wth... she can not even recongize my voice ... then she use another no to call me again .. she tot i playing wif her ... but I really damn serious loh ...

it makes me so disappointed ... but when I recall ... I c every1 smile and laugh... it makes me laugh too ... :)

nites every1 :)