January 31, 2009

I just realise I very long never write a long mother story le ... hahahahx


today I shall write one ... went out wif serene ... at first is dun wan one but my naggy grandma keep on nagging ... so have to let my ears relax so went out loh ... we went to bugis at first and wanted to watch the weeding game at there but the timing does not match ... so we went to settle serene's touch phone then go to Tampines to watch ... I think it is touching la ... the storyline is a bit like the wei xiao pasta ...
if u guys like wei xiao pasta .. I think u guys will like the movie ... I like the songs of the movie .. ya kind of saying all the story for the day le ...
now very sian .... going down and buy my dinner le ...
to u !
I dun feel like it for u I dun know y ? u seems haf a lots of things tat u does not wan to tell me ... so u wan to do what .. since u dun wan say then how can we b friends ... and it is a very basic thing towards friends ... if it really bothers u .. then too bad ... I will c there is not fate between us .. and the end loh

January 29, 2009

29 jan

this few days so worry abt the result for BL and I got in .. wahahahahx .. so happy ... lolz ...

very sleepy and tired ... y u still have not online .. .I am so bored wanted u to online to chat wif me :( hao si wan

January 25, 2009

25 jan

today nothing much ... just been very irritating ... there is 4 adults at my house after my auntie from holland come to Singapore for Chinese New Yr... then they all fighting among themselves ... so noisy ... can not take it sia ...

bought a book on fri when I go bugis wif serene and company ... sry I dun know the name ... hehehe ... I almost read finish the book le sia tml dun know what to do ... I dun haf the feeling of CNY ... I dun know y ... there isn't that feeling like we are children ... so sian ....
today got this dog ... which is my neighbour one come into my house ... suddenly ran to me when I open my room door ... damn scary sia ... at the end the owner bring it back ...

nothing much to say ... mainly is sch work ... that is all ...

there is a lot of changes on my blog .. as i am bored go I change the blogskin and added music (never last a day without you)

sry mf for not going out today ... make u dun wan go out too ... dui bu qi

byes ... I go eat steamboat le ... sayonara.

January 22, 2009

just came home from the airport and saw daniel there lol dun know how come he was there
nothing much byes
once again I am forcing and pushing myself to my limits ... I having headache rite now and I still go to sch later as there is a test on customer relations ...

January 21, 2009

sry I am tired

I am super tired ... going to fall sick le ... haiz ... this few days nothing much if u wan to know then go to liangting blog .. she got more details .. I am sleepy so I am not typing it out ...

pictures within this week




might not blog this few days and will not visit pyss as I am too tired of sch work

January 20, 2009

20 jan

today I am making myself high ... lolz...

today meet liangting at TM to eat breakfast .. we go eat le then went NTUC for nothing lolz ... then I wan to go to popular to c wat time the shop open ... while waiting for the lift I keep on say come up !! aahahahx the sound effect dun haf here but it is funny ... hahahax ...

after that go sch ... then the stupid lift in sch got problem until I go home then ok le ... damn it sia ... it makes me and my friends to climb up and down from 4th floor to 1st floor ... up and down ... damn it .... then me and liangting waiting for the rest to come ... we sitting at co-op outside ... there is DM there ... then all students from the shop who wanted to come out c the DM all wear lanyard then walk the other side ... hahahahx ... so funny ... there is 3 students been caught because of their shoes hair and never wear lanyard ... .so funny sia all the seniors do the same thing ... there is this group of gurls and a guy walking then c DM all turn the other side and walk ... hahaahhx .... super duper funny ...

today nothing much just bored ... today nobody message me I must b the first to start ... damn sian for the day !!! *ROARS*

nites everyone .. tml is a tiring day ... sad sia
byes ~Cwl

January 19, 2009

19 jan

today is my most unlucky day of my life ... hahahx ... will not say y ... but just unlucky damn it ...

ok gtg byes

January 17, 2009

cold hearted ?? sometimes i really wish so .....so sad ... hahahx ... I really really wanted to cry to get rid of the sadness but it is not a gd thing ... the only wish is u dun come ... dun come near me ... dun change ur sch.... I understand that I dun care u le ... cause u r not important to me le ... but dun change ur sch. u haf a group of gd friends there if u now wan to change sch it is a waste ...

this is a way I am caring for u .....
the last thing I am caring of ...

January 16, 2009

today com...

went back to sch (pyss) but I think I will not b available to find time le ... I having lots of projects to do ... I am damn tired ... laughter has stuck and lesser and lesser smiling faces , more sadness comes in ...

I never go help lib but I still at foyer there ... for nothing ..lolz ... I am truly change ... I dun realise it until everyone in sec sch tells me that .... I am really changing .. changing to a "mature" person ... I HAVE CHANGE !!!!

changes does not makes me happy in anyway or another .... pls tell me if I haf change from gd to bad ... pls tell me !!! dun everything tell me that I haf change yet did not tell me the reason !!!

sometimes I just wanted to ignore u and put u aside ... away from my world ... but I dun know y I can't ... if I can not get rid of u ... I will never b happy ... if u really wants me to cheer up than left me alone ... I really wanted silence time to time .. I really want to relax ... but u r around I can't .... u makes me very tired and can nt breathe .. pls leave !!!!!!!!!!PLS left ....


the world will not change without u .. but my world will change without u

16 jan

I realise that most of the pple r asking abt ITE life ... how is ITE life ... I will tell u now !! if u got a group of close friends not beside u .. what will u feel ?? I can onli say I am feeling lonely though I found new friends in ITE college ... but ... ya ... just very sian and boring ... misses all my friends yet I could not go pyss daily .....

I got lots of projects to follow up ... and I could not find a time where I am free now !! I really miss my friends ... but I dun miss u .... so pls ....

ITE is a different place where I further my studies ... a totally different world from sec sch ... a busy world ... a com world ... and a unreality world for me ... until now I still not used to ITE ... really dun used ... I always call wrong name ... call all my ITE friends as my sec 4 classmates ... I am blaming myself ... I dun know y !! every time say damn it ... call wrong name le .... then used to haf 4 close friends around ... chit chat and stay back for fun ... a enjoyable for us ... but this is all gone. ... and will never come back ...

u guys will notice that I came back to pyss for a coupe of times ... I wanted to find the feeling back but I could not find .. the feeling has gone ... is my heart still hurt ?? or I really can not find .... I really really wan it back ... so wish I can choose again ... and go into sec 5 ... I might regret but at least I am still wei ling .. the cwl ... who u guys knows ... I never wanted to choose ... is the reality changes me ....

so sian and tired ... never though that where and I just said what I wanted to say ....

ITE friends dun blame me ... I am sry to say that ... but I really still in my sec life !

January 13, 2009

I going to slp after blogging ... super tired ...I yesterday though today lessons start at 9am .... lolz .. ps luckily lt call me and ask me what time meet then I know ... hahaahahx ... ps la ....

tml is a long day so wish tml is thurs ... hahahax ... pls message me so I will not b bored in class.... tml is a tiring day ...
:)
nites friends

January 12, 2009

12 jan

today got back my results for e maths ... n it is super lousy ... I got D7 for it ... luckily I am not going to sec 5 or else I nid to retake .. haiz ... ke lian

byes
congrates those who score gd marks ...

January 10, 2009

10 jan

I lose my voice !!!! my voice going to wawa le ... hahahahax ... yesterday and today went back to sch ...
today ask 3 guys to join lib ... lolz ... that is what I haf do for lib the whole day ... hahahax .. one of the guy say if go and join lib ,is a trouble ... I dun understand to meaning of this sentence ... but dun care not my problem ... I chat wif a no. of teachers too :) so great to c them :P nothing much le ..
byes

MISS TOH HAPPY BIRTHDAY

January 07, 2009

7 jan

today got 2 books back ... super heavy sia...
hipee ... tml lessons start at 12pm ...can slp until happy ....
y my friends all never update their blog ... :( I can not know what happen in sch if u guys never update ... I knew u guys r busy but pls contact me or tell me anything abt sch can ... my soul is in ping yi wif u guys but my body is in ITE ....

pls contact me !! keep me updated pls I beg u .... pls continue contact ... I dun wan our relationship to break of like this ... though I am in the different place... pls u guys !!!

today nothing much ... I just figure out abt my timetable .. lolz ... I dun know what is what ... and the teacher seems to b tired when i keep asking ... hahahah today first lesson is office software .. .the teacher damn freaking strict sia ... I only wan to save the hp no to my hp ... then the teacher keep seeing me as if I did something wrong ... damn her sia ...
after tat is chong class .... yes his class can play com ... hahaaahx ... but both lessons haf project to do .... sian :(
then my favourite subject ... lunch ... ahahahahx ... .we got into a cafe ?? the food is nicer than the lib one ... but both is Western .. then a "cleaner" class lolz .... actually not la ... the teacher call Eleanor but we all change to cleaner ..... bad rite ... sry loh ...she is badly criticize by my classmates ... they make me laugh ... and it is the first time I laugh in the class ...lolz ... so loud sia ... it reminds me abt my 411 class again .... so super miss my classmates ... then Richard class ... super boring ... nothing to do in his class .. he call us to draw a pic describing us ... then we 4 (daphanie ,me,meizi and liangting ) draw a happy face ... and we realise tat if u slp .. then teacher will not call u ... so we 4 pretend sleeping .... hahahaahahx ...

actually Richard lesson ends at 5.30 but he release us at 3+....

I am super tired .. the rest u willl b tml ... at nite byes

ps :u r so gd in disappointing pple ah ??? u tell me u will online at 9+pm but u don't .... haiz ....
to b continue .......

January 06, 2009

6 jan

time to blog ... now is 12.45pm ... wondering y I am blogging now rite ... hahahahahx ... now we at com lab ... playing com la ... cause nothing to do .... now they wan to collect $$$$$$ ... but I dun haf tml then gif .. .then everyone playing com la ... super sian ...may login and write more later
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ok now is 4.33pm ... and I just reach home ... doing something at tm just now ... so slightly a little late ... thanks ping kwang for buying mac for us ... super hungryy ... thank you .... today actually nothing much .... super bored ... tml is the starting of timetable ... and the time ends at 5pm ... so sian sia ...

gtg byes

January 05, 2009

5 jan

today went to ITE for my first day of sch ... damn freaking ... at first got a very strange feeling and dun know what to do .. cause I dun know any1 in the sch ... later know more le .. .then the feeling went disappear ... hahahax ...

I went to the same class wif MISSS LAW LIANGTING ... and she super gd ... sabo me ... !!! damn u .... she been appointed as the class rap .. then she sabo me too !!! damn it .. the teacher is a baba .... hahahax ...just as we saw the show 小娘惹 ... hahahahx ... the person is funny ... kind of sian la ... but I like the timetable ... unlike the secondary life .. there is this late coming time... hahahahx .. thurs my lessons start at 12pm !!! yes hahaahahx ....'mainy ends at 4.30 but fri 12.30pm

we got at least 1 hr break time tooo ... hahaahhax ... my class ... still okay la ... nothing much and no comments cause I dun know them .... the gurls are a lot than boys loh ... I gtg now byes

tc my friends . gd luck for ur "O"
just stop asking me y I choose NITEC office .. I know it shows that some1 cares but very sian lehz .. this is the last time I going to say .. I just wanted to change an eviornment to study ... and they haf the course I wanted ... I dun care whether it is wasted for u a not .. but for me it worths ... though I haf thought of changing my mind before la ...

January 04, 2009

4 jan

I ran through my hp and I saw this ... it makes my unhappiness away ... I dun know y
hope u c this post ... and hope u onli send to one person onli

the message is this
sometimes I sms u
sometimes I don't
sometimes I reply
sometimes I won't
but no matter how many times that sometimes is
U'll b my friend not for sometimes but always ...

I dun know whether u will c this ... but thanks to this message I forgive and forget abt the thing

4 jan

tml haf to go ITE le ... the first ever day hahahahahax ... but the problem is I dun haf voice ... my voice changes every now and then ... yesterday chat wif chunmei for a while ... it changes to wa wa voice lolz ... but scare tml no voice .. then die ....

ok I gtg byes

I am tired .. I am not going to ask u whether u wan to go out a not ... I will onli tell u the time ... that is all ... but the friendship is still there !

January 03, 2009

shopping spread

today got the shopping spirit hahahahx ... went to bugis to shop bought a couple of things
1)2 shirt
2)a hat
3)a bag
4) sunglasses

I spent $8O+ thanks to the bag which cost my 33 dollars .... actually I got lots of discount lolz ...

the 2 shirt actually cost $30 but the person give me $20
hat $25 the person gif $20
bag $45 gives me $33
sunglasses does not gif me discount :( ahahahahx

ok la .. still can but spend my money for those ... and this r my new yr clothes ... but there is still pants missing la ... ok I gtg byes

January 02, 2009

2 jan

today went back to sch ... got my award done ... c all my fellow friends .... a couple of teachers .... I am super sry ... lots of teachers say that I am suppose to go sec 5 and not wasting my yrs in ITE ... I dun understand ... it is what I wanted isn't it ?? hahahahhax ... I dun know ....

Mon I will haf to start my lessons ... today went back nobody knows me lolz ... they all walk pass me onli when I call them then they know me ...........................

alot pple say I change .... I can only say I didn't ... I am who u guys know ...CWL .. hahahahx .... friends and lib ... I still miss them super much ... dun know y ... but I will slowing use to it ... specially without u !!!! u(not a ping yian) make me disappointed again and again ... what do u really wanted ?

and u ... what do u wan either ????? u r nothing like the another one ... what cares u ??? ur juniors ... I will not b included ... I dun like u .. that is simple !!! u make me disappointed and u send me a reason ... is it reasonable ??? I dun know !!! I really dun ... what do u wan me to reply ? ok I dun gif a damn ... or I haf to forgive u by all means ... if u really got the heart to go ... u will not overslept ... if u think I haf not rite to get angry then I am so sry ... cause I trust that u will come but u didn't ... that is the reason I am giving u ....
I really haf to say ... I should not trust u ... is it ? I haf not idea

really ... u two really spoil my mood le ......................................................................................damn moody .... so wish and wish ... I can leave !!! some1 pls open the door for me ..... pls I beg u ... I really very tired ... if u wan ask just ask ur juniors ... since they "love" you so much ...



happy birthday RAHA

January 01, 2009

1 jan

so duper miss my schoolmates ... how sia ... ahahahahx ... damn miss .... tml u guys haf to fight wif studies ... I will b behind u guys and support u ... really misses

miss the noise ,the attitude.. the unhappiness ... the rudeness , the unreasonable ,the mischievous ...and of course the spirit of it and lots and lots of reason ... how ah ... today I am super tired ... damn tired ... but very miss u guys ............

Mon I haf to start my lessons le ... I dun know when can we meet again .... sian

I gtg now ....

wish u guys can haf a very wondeful yr ... as well as ur studies ...jia you

1 jan

I am damn freaking tired rite now .. yesterday went to countdown wif my brother friends ... and of course my brother too la ... there is 9 person included me .... there is me ,my bro , joanne (my brother steady),jeremy ,Shermaine( jeremy steady),Shermaine friend,zhi han ,vivian/vivien (zhi han steady) and there is one I dun know the name lets call him A .. hehehehe ... ps ps ...

I never ask their names .... so I dun know ahhaahx ... some of them is my bro best friend and come to my house often ....so i know them .... we went to watch movie (twilight) ,eat seoul garden ,play arcade last but not least went to east coast park ...
firstly I dun know what happen ... but vivian seems to b unhappy when we went to seoul garden ... is like ... I dun know how to say .... lost of comments lolz ... if it is me that makes u unhappy ... just say it out ... dun b unhappy la ~smiles chessssseeeee :)~i just dun understand ... y is it zhi han and her walk as if they dun know each other .. one walk in front the other one walk behind ..... dun care la ... hahahax

we went to arcade for a long time ... I dun know how long ... from tm to century square ... is actually boring to c pple play ... I just dun wan to play ... damn sian ... but at least I am outside my house ... :)

at first there is onli 8 person .. then there is another guy came out from no where ... lolz ... he is the one I dun know the name ... he joined us to watch the movie and etc ... we actually wants to haf the movie at 9.30pm yet the person gif us 6.50pm ... damn blur lehz ... hahahax .. the movie is very nice .. u guys must go watch ... sad but Romantic... go watch it .. u will sure like it ... anyway it is English movie ...

last but not the least is the east coast park ... I haf to sincerely apology to my brother friends and company ... because I am under age ... I can not get into the pub ... I am damn freaking sry ... I think it spoils their mood ... we went there at 12am++++ (sry I never take notice the timing )there is a lot of pple there today ... there is also lots of pple playing spray on pple they dun know. ... I been sprayed too ... damn sian ... we went to one of the pub ... but they say it is full house ... thanks for those who wants to encourage me :) as I can not go inside ... my bro friend purposely say that he is also under age ... he is 15 yrs old ... hahahax thanks nice try ...
so we went back to the same place we met ... A went into 7 eleven to buy some beers ... before he went out my bro go check on him ... he is chatting away wif girls inside lolz .. no wonder so long have not come out hahahax ... he bought 12 cans of Heineken ... then we went to a corner ... I did not drink it ... dun worry :) ... I drank coke instead of it ...
there is 4 kittens at the place where they drank the beer ... damn cute sia ... anyway back to the topic ,my brother stead dun like the smell of it ... so she and my brother went back to 7-11 ...

while I follow the crowd of course ... then they took out a bar of dark chocolate ... they left it on top of the beers and there is one boi .. .damn young ... went and look at the beers ... hahaahx ... then I told A that he wants to choose a beer out of it ... hahhahx ... we dun haf activities after that and they decided to go play pool ... we all follow my brother but the store seems like haf been changed .... so we went to the another one ... they play play play I was there doing nothing ... lolz .. I does not know how to play ... I ,A ,vivian and more started chatting a while then back to slacking ... we reach the pool around 2.45am and we leave the place at around 4am++.... went back home after that and reach going to reach 5am .... then I go slp le ... just wake up to bathe ... there is this smell wif smoke ,the spray and the beer .. damn smelly ... erm.. forget to say .. I bathe le then go slp ...........

I haf change my no ... if u wan it pls message the previous no ... cause i did not send to everyone the message heheeehehehe ..... just now I wake up is 9.30am ... so I slp around 4 hrs ... I will go back slp later :)

I know they will not c my blog ... but still .. happy birthday to jeremy .. and
HAPPY NEW YR to all :P