I can sense that I really hate him now.. before I met him I knew I do not really believe or wanted to go into rs puzzle. Rs is a puzzle ... it can be solved only if both parties willing to do it.
I believe in him .. and I really put in all I can in it.. yet all I receive is hurt... now I can really know that I do not believe in rs ...
No matters it is forever ... do not wish to get back ... the part that hurts me a lot. The part where I wish it had never happen. Just wanted to leave and put my belongings there and never take them back .. because it hurts .. really!!.
Specially when I walk pass the location we went through. The memories appear completed.. I thought I had managed to press alt delete. But it just did not leave me alone... at that moment I really knew. I really love u a lot.
Yes maybe time can pass everything. But I will have a feeling that the knife had been press onto my heart. And its blooding. Freaking bleeding....
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